Only You Can Overcome Your Fears

I’m so thankful for fucking weed, music and tumblr. Yeah sure, pills help. Not. When you’re manic depressive, you’re on top of the world one minute then the next its flipped for no reason. However, what do you do when your whole world is flipped twenty four seven. And all you really want is to have a dope ass job and be on your own with your own car and everything else. However I’m fully aware those things arent just given to people and i have to work for it. and that it wont just land it my lap one day, it just blows my mind im still trying and trying to pick myself up off the ground, like when do you reach that age where you’re no longer doing that? Is there an age requirement for that? This world is so fucked up. Think about it, you all vote, for what, there going to vote for you anyway, no reasson to even bother wasting your time basically being a robot doing whatever they say “will help” your pityful county. By no means do i believe that voting helps anything nor any fucking body. And no I am not a criminal, I have a dipolma a REGENTS dipolma at that. I can fuck your whole computer up for you if you’d like. But that’s not what I’m saying, you go to work and basically do something you probably absutlety hate fucking doing, for example who the hell was little and said “hey I want to become a mail room worker” ... lmfao, nobody think about it. You get stuck doing these shitty jobs to basically keep track of people and what they do everyday, for what?And have you ever thought about who brought the war on drugs? bet you haven’t. Now, I’m not going to sit here and say I attended every last one of my high school classes, because I didn’t. However I don’t think what the government expects of you is realistic when they are bringing a whole other country fucking over here. Yeah sure, here have the jobs we don’t need them.. And that is what I’m talking about. I’d love to have a job I love, but how am I supposed to afford the college for it without having a job.... Do you see the mind fuck ? its baffling really.