lowly

Mood swings are so fucking dramatic. It is exhausting. One minute it’ll be like, life is so good I’m gonna live forever and I can do anything. Then it’ll just change to life is just endless work that isn’t worth doing and I should just end it now.

Brooo, I start feeling suicidal for the stupidest shit

"Leave first before they leave me" mentality because in the end, my inner child is just scared that someone will leave me all over again.

I don’t want to kill myself I just want to disappear forever, please

so it turns out that time actually does go by faster as you get older. just like how adults told me it would when i was younger. pisses me off

i want to cut everyone off but i know that no one will even notice my absence