That's life for ya...

“she trusted you with all she had and you let her down. You let her down after saying time and time again that you wouldn’t. You’re just as bad as everyone else. You don’t see what she’s really worth. She lies in bed at night crying herself to sleep because you have made her nothing. She believed all of you’re empty promises, all your words fell flat. You hurt her more than anyone else has before. So don’t you dare try to blame her. This was all your fault, you broke her. You are the reason she is like this now. Her guard is permanently up. Do not try to come crawling back with your apologies because now she knows. You are just as broken as she once was. Piece by piece you are feeling how she felt so long ago. You never understood but now you do. So understand why she cannot take you back. You are toxic for her. She thought you could make her whole again, yet you shattered her. Now it is you that is shattered, but there is nothing she can do.”