Can't touch this.

and just like that...poof...he was gone...

how do you expect someone to listen to if you don’t even listen to yourself? 

Somewhere between October and January I forgot how to be myself. I was pretty sure it was easier than this before. I guess that’s what happens when you give your power to someone else. 

anyone else oddly use being at work to deal with their anxiety?

I’ve never been more terrified in my life. Can’t even sleep for some reason. HBD to me, I guess. 

I thought I knew how to deal with rejection, but it would seem that it is much more difficult than I remember. 

heart’s about to bust out of my chest

Learning from failure isn’t supposed to be this hard. Maybe it’s the meds. 

My refusal to believe in “can’t” causes me to be way harder on myself than is necessary. 

Taking care of my dad brings me back to this website which is about everything that needs to be said.

I somehow discovered what anxiety attacks are like. The mind is so powerful. I’ll be fine, but damn. Fuck these things.