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[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge

everything is a reference when you're crazy

my foul demeanour and ill temper. my quarrelsome and disagreeable nature

shoutout to my sensitive bitches we out here crying !!! weep girl weep

going for long walks alone is probably the closest thing we have to a cure for the human condition

a small thing i learned from my sister dying is that i really would rather the people i love be a burden than be whatever the hell else they'd be if they weren't. yes even if it's messy and not always fair and hard completely inconvenient for everyone involved. even if it's weird. even if i'm rolling my eyes a bit inside sometimes. i just want you to bother me. please always bother me

like "it's rotten work" "not to me not if it's you" actually sometimes it's still rotten work. even if it's you. and i'd still do it a million times over

ok. enough suffering now. i am seeking out delight

microdosing hell by being awake and literate