☽ THE SIREN CULT ☾

Maybe you're so anchored to the past because you've become comfortable with operating in that lower vibration.

You’ve seen it in movies. Two people staring into each other’s eyes. The world falls away. Silence. You could be in the most crowded room, yet you hear nothing.

It always felt exaggerated, didn’t it?

Until it isn’t.

It’s strange how you can look at someone and not really see them… and then someone shows up. Not in the usual package. Not your type. And somehow, exactly what you needed.

Because you had a checklist.

Tall. Dark. Handsome. A good job, money in the bank. Good with kids and pets.

You know, the usual. Prince Charming. A white horse, no criminal record, from a good family, charismatic. The perfect man.

And then he shows up.

Messy. Human. He makes mistakes. He has a past, trauma. He’s shy, almost afraid of love. When he looks at you, there’s something fragile there. Something caught between a man and a little boy.

He radiates love, but doesn’t quite know how to hold it. Like a puppy learning to climb the stairs. He tries, he slips, he falls.

And you fall, too.

And somehow… you don’t mind.

Because it’s real.

I used to think movies were doing too much. Especially the period dramas. “They haven’t even touched and he’s already in love? She’s writing letters he’ll never read?”

And yet, here I am.

We’ve barely touched, and I’m writing something he’ll probably never read.

But I will always remember that moment.

How everyone disappeared when I looked into his eyes. How he smiled, like a little boy who didn’t expect to be seen.

I wish I could relive it, perfectly, over and over again. Store it somewhere untouched. And it frustrates me that I can’t recall every detail. His face. The exact rhythm of my heartbeat. The way everything shifted without asking for permission.

I’m saying all this because I thought I understood love.

I’ve spent years giving advice. On relationships, on heartbreak, on how to get the person you want. Or the girl, we don’t discriminate.

I thought love was something you could learn before it happened.

I was wrong.

Love is only ever taught to you by one person. The one who undoes everything you thought you knew.

We are all students when it finds us.

And maybe that’s the hardest part.

Because when you meet your mirror, your other half, it’s not just comfort. It’s exposure. It’s being seen in ways you didn’t prepare for.

It’s beautiful. And it’s terrifying.

No one is perfect. Not him. Not you. Not love itself.

So you learn.

You forgive. You heal. You love.

Even if it’s messy. Even if it’s uncertain. Even if it’s from afar.

Because sometimes loving someone doesn’t mean having them.

Originally posted on: 18/1/2026

PILE 1

Pile 1 seems to talk about a DM energy. If you feel like this doesn't resonate with you feel free to flip the perspective. I was channeling a masculine energy and "he" rolled out a lot (I write as I think so if you guys feel like it's messy ooops sorry but it's pure channeling. I tried to edit some things but I don't want to mess a lot with what I wrote cause even small mistakes could mean something for someone ❤️). TW: pregnancy, cheating

Pile 1 your situation seems a bit complicated (to put it lightly). First of all, I'm seeing that you're in love with someone. You feel true love towards this person, unconditional. This person makes you feel whole. That person is really giving and they feel the same towards you. You feel like this person is who you're supposed to be with, your Divine Spouse, the one sent from God to be your partner. But, you avoid this person and an important conversation that needs to happen with them. You believe they are still upset and you think they might cool off about something that happened and reach out to you by themselves. Maybe you had thought they would chase after you because in the past that's what always happen, but I'm seeing this person has some tricks up their sleeve.

The person you're in love with doesn't share the same perspective as you. While you said "Not today. Peace out. I don't know how to fix this..." And left them alone to fend for themselves they had a change of perspective. They started seeing your situation as something toxic. They realized they felt used by you. In a way they enabled all your toxic traits and patterns because they loved you so much that they didn't set boundaries to protect themselves. So, now, the person you are in love with thinks the relationship between you is over, they are not really wanting to give this a second chance and they are trying to heal, grow and transform. Yes, this person is still reminiscing and thinking about you but I believe that you chose to avoid this and them and you chose to withhold your affection and commitment. You might have completely shut this person out and made them feel they had to chase you or else it's over and this time they actually realized they were the ones keeping this whole thing afloat so now they are the ones withholding communication and clarity from you, from YOUR perspective.

Here is what I'm seeing for you and why I think this is complicated. You said to yourself you won't deal with that person anymore, you avoided them and tried to ignore this connection. Maybe you lied to yourself and said "You know what? Let me start something new or flirt a little. Maybe you dated someone or brought a third-party in. A hook-up that turned into a catastrophe. You thought that would help you rise from the ashes but it highlighted how much you lack confidence, how you always take the easy way out and self-sabotage and how much your ego and fear control you. You blocked your emotions thinking they would disappear or that you would be okay with it and said "I'm not ready for something serious. This is who I am. I changed my mind, I don't need them."

The more you tried to prove to yourself you don't need this person, the more you needed them. You realized you're more obsessed with them than ever, you want to possess them and have them be "yours forever and ever" and you finally saw YOU are the issue. But here is the thing: Now you're holding back from this person cause you realized you don't deserve them. So, you made a permanent decision based on temporary feelings/discomfort or to put it differently you made a decision based on ignoring your feelings and your judgement and intuition thinking there wouldn't be any consequence because of it cause "Whatever, it's okay. It's over, I will move on."

That decision, has led to this very painful and karmic situation for you, maybe with someone who acts like a karmic mirror for you or multiple people who have showed you that you're truly the toxic one and not this other person who loved you deeply. Now it has become one sided for you. Some sort of sudden change has occured when it comes to you and this person. Maybe you're witnessing right now this person's transformation and lack of chasing. Maybe you've been used by someone. You wanted to play in the small leagues but ended up feeling like a clown. The most devastating karmic consequence is that now you feel empty, alone, lesser in value than before cause your true counterpart made you feel on top of the world but others now do not treat you or see you then same way. You felt important and chosen cause you were with the person you were supposed to be with and only that person can make you feel that way. Now, whatever effort you put in it doesn't feel the same, it feels like whatever you invest with others does not feel the same and no one's coming to save you.

You can not go back to this person now cause you know you don't deserve a love like this. Now this person is saying "Not today buddy." Boundaries up. Dressed to the nines. Crocodiles floating around the castle waiting for their next meal. Your dog you shared doesn't even look your way and would bite your head off with a single finger being lifted by the other person.

You basically feel like a low life beggar. Crazy to know how much true love and power can see our value while we are love starved and only took and never gave back. You thought that by giving to others they would love you but that person loved you without you giving anything back. Imagine if you put in a little bit of effort but no, you didn't...

Pile 1, I'm sorry to say this but for the next couple months you will be reaping what you have sown.

Let's start from the most important part. This person will not be coming back. Maybe they will run to a different direction all together. You will be hoping for reconciliation, dreaming about them, craving and aching for their love and chemistry and you will be dwelling on the memories of their love. This person will completely disappear on you. Completely. A ghost. You will be manifesting running into them or seeing them somewhere... I don't really see that happening often and if you run into them ... I don't see that going well for you. So lots of hoping, waiting and energetically chasing from your part, lots of running from them. It will feel like a hex, like a curse has been placed onto you but it's just karma unfolding because of the way you treated this person. The universe will be keeping them AWAY AND FAR from you.

Next thing that will be REALLY big for you. A pregnancy scare or dare I say someone claiming they are pregnant. If you are a Divine Masculine , a karmic will have a pregnancy scare in the next couple months. You will come face to face with your biggest fear "settling down with the wrong person for life". This will be the worst of all for you. It is like a nightmare coming true and your feelings for your DF will come crushing onto you like a tsunami. That person will try to trick you for financial reasons. You will find out the truth but maybe your person will even hear about it and I don't see you doing well with that.

You will spend a lot of time fantasizing about a life with your DF. A lot of time. Their beauty, grace and kindness will be highlighted by the shallow people that will be all over around you. It will feel like your head is underwater and there is nothing to do about it. Cause maybe you will be thinking you have to marry another person because of a promise or another person will be chasing after you but you won't have it. Maybe in a moment of disillusionment you reach out to your DF or something happens and you have to face them. It's weird. But, your karma will be delivered from someone you slept with/had an affair with and it will be very painful. Really painful. You will want to chase your DF but you will not be able to choose them for a while. It will be a nightmare cause you have hurt your DF terribly. Maybe someone else will talk to them about you or give them a message from you. You want to desperately make amends with this person.

Basically your lesson is that decisions you make impulsively might lead to long term consequences. Every decision you make or you don't make shapes your path and you will find that out the hard way. Your person will be single and withdrawn. Maybe you will be confiding in them at some point cause I see you feeling really lonely. A secret date or meeting taking place when you won't be able to take it anymore. You will reach a point mentally that you won't have other choice than to reach out to your "love". You will crave for them so deeply and you will need to be intimate with them/to them even just to make amends.

If the pregnancy scare isn't something too big. like it's a couple weeks thing, I'm still seeing the DM coming clean about their mistakes to the DF and explaining themselves. "I thought you would be better off without me. Maybe I wasn't ready for something deep. Now I understand your value. I'm aware of the mistakes I've made and I want you to know everything. Time apart from you made me see things clearly and I want to be honest about my intentions cause I haven't been in the past I couldn't see how amazing you were. Or rather I say your beauty and greatness was a curse for me. I was deceiving myself and you by showing I don't want connection but the truth is I want to marry you."

So, basically now you think you don't have a choice and can't communicate with your DF but in a couple weeks you will realize and see what TRUE despair looks like and the only person you will want to talk to will be your DF. Your ego and pride will be annihilated. Cause maybe the person you messed with was good for a short time and for fun and partying but you never thought you would have to deal with them for life so this will be a very RUDE but much NEEDED awakening. You will go from "I messed up and had sex with someone else so I won't ever reach out and I'll love you from afar cause that keeps my ego intact and I won't have to humble myself and beg for forgiveness." to "I love you and I need you and I'm so scared I will have to be with someone else."

Cause this tells me the DM's worst nightmare was you not belonging to them but they will find out their worst nightmare is them having to be with someone they don't love, someone not aligned with their authentic self. All fun and games till a mistake becomes a life sentence.

PILE 2

Seeing double. Mirroring. Double digits. Something is shifting for you in the next 10-99 days. A threshold. Magic mirror. The double Fyodor Dostoevsky. The duality of human nature,

Self-perception. Being both the teacher and student who fails. There is something really split in your character right now. You're able to guide but have a hard time guiding yourself or seeing things clearly. Maybe you do not accept divine guidance. You know what's going to happen but refuse to see it and I don't thing it has to do with things going bad and you're in la la land (cough cough DM is THERE though, LOL) it actually has to do with things going in your favor but it's so dark right now mad you're so hurt and betrayed and carry so much heaviness you literally do not see a way out! Well, to be fair, if someone was hurt every single time it's hard for them to believe things are getting better, you're expecting to be thrusted into chaos again but I'm not seeing that. No, you're restricting yourself reclusion. You're trying to protect yourself by saying to yourself lies and maybe tricking yourself into leaving behind someone from your past. But this a defense mechanism. Pile 2 is mostly my DF pile so based on what is going on with the DM I can tell you're just fed up and giving up everything and hiding in your little cocoon right now.

Well, you've seen some things clearly though. So, yeah, your last situation was a toxic and lower vibrational entanglement. It was really karmic and heavy. I won't lie to you. It helped you mature when it comes to relationships but GIRL you still fighting demons. You slayed them, stop swinging that little knife around or whatever 😂. It's okay, you're in the clear now boo. Okay? Yes, it was toxic but it was a Divine coupling. You're not wrong about that. It's not like this person was bad or deceiving you. Yes, they were toxic, yes but what you both felt was real and it is still real. They have karma though they need to go through alone in this moment in time. This person needs to make the conscious choice to transform, become an emperor and seek you out for a new beginning properly. Trust that this person is paying their dues, they are getting their karma, YOU ARE THE KARMA okay. I believe that people when they see you they should RUN FOR THE FUCKING HILLS or something. You're walking karma. Bitch who the fuck are you. Believe me this man knows it's you. Whatever happens there is a SIGNATURE underneath like "xoxo remember me BITCH?" They are getting put through the ringer. The Spirit World is working for you cause you're working for Them. You're on speed dial okay? You're one of God's strongest soldiers but hold up, no one's messing with you. NO ONE. You are the test and the karma. "Let's see how are they going to treat them?"

You have direct access to divine wisdom. You're being led. Remember, so NOT blame yourself because you know you were being led. You humble yourself cause you actually know how karma operates. You didn't act from a place of weakness. You act from a place of guidance. Like, someone's a lawyer, they know the LAW. (Laws of human nature). When you know the LAW you can not be tricked. You actually knew what would happen so stop lying to yourself cause you knew what would happen and what's meant to happen so stop being a little BITCH too. You knew they needed to fumble you and get humbled. You were cloaked. We even saw in the DM collective's reading there WAS and STILL IS true love. You didn't imagine this or anything. Believe me this person is feeling the loss and the regret and the obsession and they miss you. This person is always thinking about that booty and how much they just want you and need you and desire you. Truth needs to burden this person so they can wake up.

You need to be away from them while they go through this Tower. This person needs to stop conforming and start acting. There is no free meal and you know this. You win some you lose some. Not making a choice is a choice!

But you are strong, diplomatic, keep your boundaries with him. Be resilient. Do not be judgemental and a recluse. Keep being social, adaptable. Independent, confident. Your strength is what inspires this person to be strong. Even your strength to leave them behind inspires them cause it shows to them things and people can always change even themselves. Maybe you'll be getting a tattoo in the next coming months. Tigers and big cats are really important right now as a totem. There is something inherently magical within you. Intrinsic value you have is skyrocketing. You're being dangled like a full course meal to this person. If you're not being that and you dim yourself it's harder for them to change. Take up space. Show up when feeling called to. Make some noise. Go out there. Even date other people. You're not being left out. You're SUCCESSFUL. You have successfully played your part. That was what was meant to happen but it's in your hands to not wallow into it. Have courage to move forward in strength not in bitterness. You were in an escape room and had the courage to fight and leave. You left the shadows stop looking back for him. He is the only one who can slay his. And he is meant to do it on his own. He is meant to feel that obsession, remorse, loss and grief. He is meant to see your success and how you're celebrated. Your role was and still is and always will be to inspire this person. To show them no matter how heavy something is you can let it down. You don't have to carry it around. Focus on self development and especially in financial abundance. I'm this chapter you're learning the earthly abundance laws.

There is divine love for you and regeneration after heartbreak and misfortune. Stop being so stoic. Be woo woo. See the purpose behind it. You're the equalizer. Battle scars do not equal death. Pull yourself UP. Dark horse. Katy Perry song. See the purpose behind everything. That makes it easier to forgive and let go of people, situations and things. Be methodical and purposeful. Stop the delusions. You cried and begged long enough. Stop living in this lower vibration. Your guides are laughing. Like yeah let them cry like they DIDN'T KNOW. GET UP BITCH. You're not the victim okay? You knew the awakening would happen, you knew how this would go. You KNEW WHAT YOU WAS DOING SWEETHEART 😘.

YOU WILL REACH AN EQUILIBRIUM. You're the Divine Feminine. 9 of pearls+10 of pearls. Your success is guaranteed, just leave it up to the Universe. Let go let GOD!. Silver platter. No competition when you're the standard. You know your worth, you know who you are. REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE. Go be a king be a king you know it. Beyonce. Go to the PARTY. OKAY? THERE IS SOMEONE THERE WAITING TO SEE YOU. OKAY?

Next couple months. This is a "void" period for you which means there won't be any significant movement when it comes to your DM or true love. I mean there won't be a physical union. There are lessons that need to be integrated by the both of you. So, seek inner fulfillment first. I see a new person unexpectedly entering your life maybe at a party/night out. I don't see this being something significant like a true love type of situation but maybe a bit of attraction. ⚠️ Do not rush with this person if you even have anything romantic with them at all. You will just be trying to fill a void and it won't be nice. You know you're emotionally unavailable and healing from past heartbreak takes time, be patient with yourself and others.

Now, when it comes to that ex. This person will be getting or is now currently getting a spiritual whooping. I'm seeing that you need to keep your boundaries UP with this person. I think that this person might want to reach out to you while you're healing but they are still holding on to baggage. They will want to apologize and rekindle, get themselves on what they think is the right path. You matter the most to them but the trust has been broken. I would say that for the next couple months maintain your boundaries and individuality in general, be wary cause they are quite possessive of you and you need to guard your heart cause they are still learning. I believe that for a specific group of DF you need to not commit romantically to anyone for the next couple months. Things are not how they seem on the surface.

You need to be clear, look out for yourself, avoid drama.

Careful. The person from your past will approach and they might be really persuasive, even offering marriage or a full blown commitment right away. Stand your ground. You're worth fighting for. Do not back down. This person is still in chaos while you're out of the woods. For the next 3 months this person is nowhere near where they need to be to have something healthy. More tower moments for them coming. They feel powerless when it comes to you and will do anything to keep you around even if they know they aren't healed.

I have to add as a sidenote: I will not diagnose this ex situation of yours and I won't label them as bad/good or evil/nice. What I will say is that this energy is still in a lower vibration. Spiritually and emotionally immature. I want you to stand firm in your own Greatness and to detach from specific outcomes. Imagine your future without putting a face to your dreams.

Let yourself attract what aligns with you and stay clear off unhealthy situations. Do not get involved with drama. Let people slay their own demons. Pray for their GROWTH. If you feel like you have been treated unjustly you will find clarity and feel VINDICATED at the end of this ride. This was originally posted mid-January, I see March will be a new beginning for you, a lot of clearing out and closing cycles till end of February.

YOU GUYS HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

Stay blessed and protected. I'm sorry the readings have been so HEAVY in the past few months but since the DM-DF collective had been channeled things are so karmic!

I realize a lot of you have been going through very hard situations but I want to remind you that as long as you stick to the Truth and to your principles and do the right thing even when it hurts you will always WIN. Spiritually first and foremost 🤍