My Secrets Will Blow Your Mind

Through all my lifetimes I loved you enough.. I loved you more than the skies love the rain or the sun shines through the moon to give her, her own spotlight so humans can see and admire her every night..

I loved you before and I still love you today

And tbh the audacity with which she saw the comments of swifties and other music lovers and still chose to release more variants which included “acoustic versions” of the some of the songs in the album, it’s sad because she doesn’t care for her fans or anyone who likes and buys her music, she just cares about money and that’s the greed we’ve heard in the Bible.

Also for those saying “Travis is not a good muse”, it’s not that he isn’t one, it’s the fact that she’s not used to write about a happy person that she’s dating, but rather she’s used to the tormented guys whom she used to date.

and also why the need for a dissing song? Is she still mentally in high school and we just realized it ? And that’s why she has the need to be mean girl with another fellow artist who called her “boring Barbie” god knows how many years ago?? Not to mention Taylor is a very successful artists and she’s a billionaire so who cares what people call you there’s no need to showcase your insecurities to the whole world in the shape of a mediocre song.

Also the visuals are amazing but they have nothing to do with the actual songs, it feels like a random choices for the songs. I hope when she comes back she’ll do better music like she used to do until TTPD.

This album has more flops than good things, and honestly there’s only two songs that are good which are opalite and the fate of Ophelia, although the fate of Ophelia is not really accurate to hamlet as she’s promoting it, maybe she confused raponzel with Ophelia and she wanted to sell it as a Shakespeare inspiration from hamlet, but girl we know you didn’t pick up that book maybe ever, and that’s ok no one is asking from Taylor to be an intellectual mastermind we just want good music that’s all…

There’s so much more I have to say about specific songs but I guess I’ll let it be… @taylorswift

{September 4th 2025}

In spite of it all I’m still here

Wondering, with hope in my eyes

And flames in my chest about the days

Clouds collided and our worlds became one

Like ashes from burned woods

We’ll dive inside life and probably see the purpose of us

Maybe you’ll never understand,but eventually

The clouds will lead you to all those answers

We had but never got

I love you it said, and with the silence of a thousands broken skies

The sun passed by and never turned back

The questions left unsolved

And our quest was still to be started

Yet we just contemplated it without touching it

The gaze in our eyes screamed the lovers words

But without a goodbye I just left

A Dagger To The Heart

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Im walking away in this journey of life

Trying to ditch what I had in my soul

All of you … all of me

My heart sealed and detached is still searching for you in

Every crowd, in every corridor and in every street I walk

But .. you’re not there

Maybe it’s the ghost of the memories that keep me awake at night in a constant alert of feeling your eyes laying on me

Like before

But as I turn my head to see if you’re there

I fell disappointed at the night cause in the end you were never mine but I was always yours

Maybe it’s the way it should’ve been maybe that’s the divine plan that I’m looking at with tears in my eyes but an understanding in my soul

Maybe I did too fade away from your heart and soul

Like clouds on a sunny day

This is not my usual posts but I think as someone who is in the overall Luigi community I had a responsibility to share this with you all cause this person can come and tell lies to us here on tumblr.

For all who are not on X (twitter) and know about the current drama with one of the accounts in the luitwt please read this and also For everyone who is believing the lies that dinky is saying from X (twitter) about why she’s getting cancelled please look at these posts I saw on x (twitter), she is avoiding accountability from her actions, so please be careful if you encounter her.

"We think we want sex. But it's not always just about sex.

We want intimacy.

To be touched. Looked at. Admired. Smiled at. Laughed with someone.

Feel safe. Feel like someone really got you.

That's what we crave."

—Unknown

{October 16th 2023}

I think we will reconnect again in an airport, far far away, without planning, without time, without regret, it will be a rainy afternoon, and we’ll both be on our ways searching for our flight’s gate when in the middle of it all, our eyes will meet and then time will stop and we will speak the forbidden words we wanted to utter but were restricted by everything around us ...

You’ll greet me with a hey.. it’s so nice to see you

As if we’ve never been apart one from the other all this four years of distance between the minutes of our longing

And I’ll answer back with a nervous hey that was lost inside with my surprise because life finally decided to throw us a bone and just let us be

In that moment we might talk or not and we might or not fly away together far away to live our truth without those cold fingers of judgment pointing at us from far

But I know that in this universe we’ll just walk away from each other and reach our flights and live with the what would’ve happened if we ran together that rainy afternoon

And deep down we will both pray to the universe to give us another chance to meet again so we can go away together holding hands and feeling the heat of our love on another rainy day

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-clip 📽️: movie Mr nobody

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{October 16th 2023}

I think we will reconnect again in an airport, far far away, without planning, without time, without regret, it will be a rainy afternoon, and we’ll both be on our ways searching for our flight’s gate when in the middle of it all, our eyes will meet and then time will stop and we will speak the forbidden words we wanted to utter but were restricted by everything around us ...

You’ll greet me with a hey.. it’s so nice to see you

As if we’ve never been apart one from the other all this four years of distance between the minutes of our longing

And I’ll answer back with a nervous hey that was lost inside with my surprise because life finally decided to throw us a bone and just let us be

In that moment we might talk or not and we might or not fly away together far away to live our truth without those cold fingers of judgment pointing at us from far

But I know that in this universe we’ll just walk away from each other and reach our flights and live with the what would’ve happened if we ran together that rainy afternoon

And deep down we will both pray to the universe to give us another chance to meet again so we can go away together holding hands and feeling the heat of our love on another rainy day

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The problem was; I couldn’t be his because he was too afraid to move and hold my hand

He decided instead whenever he closed his eyes, and in his dreams and thoughts he saw me and made me his

So he stood there looking at what could’ve been the greatest love stories, contemplating the what if scenarios that came to his mind, without moving and without acting on his souls urge to make me his and walk away to forever

He said goodbye without words, and stood there waiting to forget me and pass the page on to the next one, but he knew that one like me he would never meet again, so he kept me in his mind until he decides when it’s alright to make a move and maybe call me

The problem is that when the time comes I might not be there anymore , but one thing will be for sure , I will remember him like the day we met in those corridors of life

And I know will keep each other in our hearts and the what if we held hands and walked to our forever sharing all the love we have for one another not only in thought but with the affection of a kiss and the making of love … maybe in the next life you’ll make the move

Cause I’ll made all mine but you didn’t respond like you imagined but you restricted yourself and when you’re playing alone it’s better ti just move on, on to the next board

I will always love you, even if we only spoke in those dim corridors we once looked into each others eyes and knew it could be something

Always remember me cause you will always be in my hear and mind

-my life

I don’t like when people die.

Because there’s a feeling of absence and I don’t like feeling like something is missing

I hate to miss things, people, moments, seconds…

I hate when I look at the stories of other people’s lives and I see that death came and paid them a little visit leaving them with absence and sorrow

I hate the feeling of absence mainly because I can’t control it ..

I can’t take back time and change things

I hate it because when it’s coming it doesn’t even warn you, it just does

I hate it .. I hate the empty spaces of those who left ..

I hate those letters of love I never sent ..

I hate all those speeches I had to tell him but will never do because in the contrary of death that comes without a warning, he decided to stay in silence and let me go..

I hate staring at the mirror and think that I’ll see him again… after all these years..

I hate him, for not saying everything he felt in those lonely moments in the corridors, where the hopes of being just us were a possibility.

I hate … I hate me for thinking we could’ve been something ..

I hate myself sometimes for being too optimistic and believing that everything will be Al right

I hate staring at the skies and sometimes not feeling anything because what is there to feel anymore

I hate .. the silence of absence …

-H.S

-my life

You’ll greet me with a hey.. it’s so nice to see you

As if we’ve never been apart one from the other all this four years of distance between the minutes of our longing

And I’ll answer back with a nervous hey that was lost inside with my surprise because life finally decided to throw us a bone and just let us be

In that moment we might talk or not and we might or not fly away together far away to live our truth without those cold fingers of judgment pointing at us from far

But I know that in this universe we’ll just walk away from each other and reach our flights and live with the what would’ve happened if we ran together that rainy afternoon

-Mahmoud Darwish