The Search is Never Over

I started watching 13 reasons why on Netflix and it immediately angered me. 

As someone who’s battled mental illness, and someone who’s attempted suicide and battled suicidal thoughts for years... this show pisses me off. 

But I’ve only gotten through the first episode and maybe 5 minutes of the second.

The opinion I need is... Should I keep watching?

Am I missing something or is my judgement that it’s romanticizing suicide and mental illness and treating it like it’s a murder... 

all of those things. She’s blaming people for her suicide. In the end, it’s always your choice, no one gave you that knife.

And I get it, people don’t know what they’re doing and how much of an impact it can have on people, especially people with mental illness. But ... to blame this doesn’t seem right.

Yeah, I was mad at the world at one point, but it’s not their fault that I wanted to die. Ultimately my wiring was telling me that it was their fault, that I was worthless and they were leading me to that cliff knowingly. but they don’t know. 

So

and I’m angry

why would you choose to leave me for the very reason I’m depressed

after you said all the things you did

after you said you had found someone who understands your depression..

I’m combative, trying to survive

and you think that walking out on me is going to help?