Blue'sThoughts

I miss the old me

At the end of the day when I’m all alone  I am only left with realizations.

in the middle of the field a pale girl stood staring at the moon, emitting a silver radiant light For a moment the pain that she's been bearing started to run off she burst into tears, she cried she fell into the ground the wind dried her tears as if like an old friend the crickets serenaded her sooothing her writhing pain midnight daffodils caressed her as if like a mother gently lulling her baby to sleep she broke the silence, she hollered loudly in the middle of the field relinquishing the battle she was fighting it awakens the opposing entity and suddenly they backed off that was the end of her misery she turned into an invicible person

Suddenly, you just found yourself lost in the rides of thoughts. You're in a free fall. A fall that doesn't hurt that much. A ride of excitement, a ride of fear, and a ride of taking risk, choices, and chances. A lot has been going through inside you, and then there's that increasing speed reaching the peak of thoughts. Then a sudden silence hangs above and before you know it your inching your way down real fast, you're falling. But a different kind of falling rushes over you. It's the sense of adventure leaving you the way you had never imagined.

When you know already, don't deny it.

I was out for a long time, now I'm coming back.

How will you know that you let go of something that is good? your heart latches to the idea of that thing and it doesn’t get you bored everyday you just can’t stop the train of thoughts chugging inside your brain and maybe not too little grain of regret- that’s what you gain.

You left me with little things that reminds me of your presence.