co.mu

I don’t know about you, but hormones fuck me up.

Let me first of all apologize for what’s to come...some complaints. I’m having a hard time coping with the fact my brother thinks I have caused a lot of unhappiness in his life. Never has he shared with me what I have done to cause this, besides being a “bitch”. Even that is hard for me to understand. Most people see me as the opposite of this. I know that we can be different around those that we love, but I can’t see it. No one has pointed this out to me. I wish someone would so I could change it. I have caused so much unrest in his life, he has chosen to lead a life with out me in it. I can respect that. I just want to understand why? What the hell have I done? I love my brother so much and can remember how much fun we used to have together. Maybe I am just holding on to a long lost past that I want for the future. I don’t know I am sad. I am sad this individual is purposely choosing not to include me in their life, because I want to include him in mine. I love him so much. What am I doing wrong?