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Okay so me and Steven escaped to Orlando about a week ago, when we thought we were going to be hit with a hurricane ( it went more towards Louisiana ) and his one ex drunkingly started to message him.

Okay whatever no big deal, they messaged once to get some shit off their chest, and I was like okay fine whatever that’s cool, now we dont have to continue the communication.

Well when we were there ( her fucking spidey scences kicked the fuck in, because somehow she knew we were on vacation.....she did this in the beginning of our relationship too, when we were on vacation a separate time!) she decided to message and ask how his dad was, he left her on read, because ya know theres NO reason to talk, they aren’t friends or anything, and they said everything that they needed to say a few days earlier.

So then she proceeds to message along the lines of, ya know it’s weird for you to ignore my messages and creep on my page. to which i was like tell that bitch you don’t follow her.

AND he did. And then she started getting into her feelings, and being sad about how she chose the wrong guy, and HOW STEVEN ASKED THE WRONG GIRL TO MARRY HIM

THIS BITCH FUCKING TOLD MY FIANCE THAT HE SHOULD”VE ASKED THE RIGHT FEMALE

The fucking nerve. Anyways she’s now blocked on both of our accounts, because my ass had to let my two cents be known because I was angry. AND SHE HAD THE AUDACITY TO TELL ME ‘WEVE ALL BEEN THERE” no the fuck we have not, we are not all homewrecking whores with nothing better to do then get drunk and try to steal someones fiance. Disgusting hoenstly. 

Anyways that’s how my Orlando trip went. First night too. We had a great day at Universal and it was topped off with her.

I really fucking miss you, theres so much I wish I could tell you, so many things that have been going on in my life that I feel like nobody else would understand. I wish everything was back to normal. I wish 2020 was just a nightmare that I could wake up from. It sucks how shitty this year has been. It’s been by far one of the most stressful years of my life, and it’s 10 times harder now that you’re not in it. 

And like one of the worst things is knowing you won’t be my maid of honor at my wedding. Sometimes I wish I could just reach back out to you, but I already know I missed my chance. It honestly had nothing to do with you, and all to do with me. I wasn’t in the best mind space, and I was just trying to distance myself from people so I could try and tame the demons swimming around in my brain. 

I really miss you though, and I hope your life is going good, and I wish nothing bad on you.