ooc; okay, so this is it - the end - for now, anyway. You can count this blog on indefinite hiatus. I can’t deal with the stress that comes with this blog anymore, I really can’t. I can’t deal with everything else that’s come my way - and honestly, I should have went on indefinite hiatus when I went on ‘blog construction hiatus’ because I should have known that I would never have come back. I have so many people that roleplay with me on here and I love you all, seriously, you’re the ones who keep my muse alive. My muse hasn’t left but it’s become a struggle to force myself onto signing in here and I can’t have that. I just can’t have the stress of logging into this blog and then not feeling anything and then log out again. I can’t have this shit in my life when I am trying to move on with my life. I am starting college in three months and this mood that I constantly seem to be in? No, I can’t be in this mood when I’m trying to get over my confidence and stress related problems. If you stick around that’s great - hopefully in a few weeks I’ll be back over here, or on another blog for Merida, and everything will be strong and new, a fresh start - which is what I think I need with Merida. But, until then I just can’t be here. I’m so sorry everyone. I do love you all and if you need me I’ll be over on atlantiican - but after being on here this morning and spending the majority of the time in tears I just feel like enough is enough.

                         yoink;            “Mine now.”

"No. No, you can't ask me to turn you into something."

all you’re doing is making me want a little mermaid au for merida and katie I have far too many aus stop tempting me, but jfc okay this skype message cheered me right up, thank you.

ooc; I know I said that I was going to be on here to do those drafts and get my blog up and running again because I was done with being on hiatus because I was missing you guys and Merida but I’ve barely been up five minutes and already i don’t want to be here. I know I promised that I wouldn’t put a ship before anything else on this blog but lately I’ve been feeling so jealous over being replaced, and I can’t even say anything about it and here I get shit for trying to move on and do something to take my muse’s mind off of the fact she was left behind in the dust and I just can’t take this anymore. I’m so close to deleting Merida and that is just, it’s killing me, because she’s my baby and I shouldn’t delete over something as stupid as a ship. But, here I am repeating the same old mistakes I always make.

ooc; I’m going over onto atlantiican for the rest of the night but feel free to like this for a starter tomorrow because I’m going to try and get off this hiatus now. I owe a starter already for theneckgrabgamex and dutifulandcourteous. (I have a load of drafts that I will get to one at a time.)