postmortem from the grave

i would never forget................ after i forgot since like august. in my defense, i had a bunch of high school and college responsibilities. now i am free for two weeks.......... also sorry i dont have any new tda art to go along with this publication :(

[google docs publication]: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1DuM-kCN_m6o1WKMuWNRu9GRLMt0QBqpDGkUolT3X9NE/edit?tab=t.0#heading=h.bewnc3azpalf

[wattpad version]: https://www.wattpad.com/1596357503-the-devil%27s-agenda-chapter-12-i-know-the-crows

FUCK AI bro omg

about a week ago, a teacher was reviewing some response i made for an assignment and then asked me if i "actually write that eloquently." i told her that i do because..... i do...... and i am now thinking to myself: do people actually think the way i write is AI???

i'm in a typing mood so i wanna talk about SCHOOL.

i'm a fulltime-and-a-half student, which means that i am a fulltime high schooler and part time college student and oh my GOD brah this is the most rewarding and yet most annoying thing i've ever been through. i'll be done with all my high school stuff and then suddenly remember at like 11:45 PM in bed that i accidentally forgot to submit an essay for some random college class i'm taking due in 15 minutes. OR i'll have finally caught up with all my high school work... and then remember i need to study for a college exam for the class i fought tooth and nail to register for. LORD it is so annoying

but at the same time, going to college and getting to experience college early on has genuinely been such a good investment in my life. i've never been more productive, and i'm so close to graduating with an associates degree and i'm so on top of my game. as much as i find it incredibly inconveniencing and exhausting, i also have to remember that's kinda just how it is, and as long as i stay caught up and keep my time-management up, things tend to work out really well in my favor.

ok rant over. college and high school is torture and i've made peace with it.

THE BUTTERTONES ARE COMING TO MY TOWN HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!