Billy Hargrove - Behind Blue Eyes (Limp Bizkit cover) 🤧

me: and further more buying into billy’s super aggro/dominant guy toxic masculinity bullshit is just reinforcing what neil his abuser was trying to beat into him while recognizing that eleven not only broke through the possession by the mind flayer but the possession by neil means reaching the soft boy  inside billy all along in this essay i will

It is Billy himself. He put on his sunglasses and says: “I’m not a snack I’m the whole damn meal!”

what she’s thinking: what if when billy hit max and knocked her out, he stopped. what if he looked at her on the ground and froze in his tracks. what if the mind flayer keeps trying to move him on, but billy falls to knees and holds her, calling her name. saying “c’mon mad max wake up. wake up, wake up.” what if the black veins fade away. what if he started crying, realizing he had done the thing he never wanted to do. what if he held her to his chest and repeated “i’m sorry.” what if max woke up and looked at him, and he’s still crying. what if max put her hands on his cheek and said in a soft voice “i’m still here, shitbird.” what if then max starts crying and they both hug each other as tight as they can. what if billy hargrove was shown to have feelings and actually had a good redemption arc instead of being a ((literal child)) villain abuse victim killed off for shock value.

Writing & Directing by Dacre Montgomery.

he tried to stop him, max. he really did.

We can be us, just for one day