i literally love french toast

I! Love! Not! Being! Able! To! Afford! Things! And! Having! No! Financial!, Emotional!, Or! Close! Family! Support! System! Near! Me! IT IS FUCKING AMAZING I LITERALLY WANT TO HANG MYSELF EVERY DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I have never felt so alone. I have ZERO support system. No one around me that I can just cry and not have to "walk on eggshells" around. I'm fucking sad and depressed!!!! I don't have the strength in me to constantly be concerned about your feelings and be worried about how I'm acting!!!!! I just don't have it in me!!!!! I don't care if everyone "thinks I'm a strong person". I don't want to be!!!!!!!! I just want to be weak and collapse from all this weight instead of carrying it everyday with wobbly legs!!!!!!! I am sick of it!!!!!! I just want to be able to express myself without people taking things personally for fucks sake!!!!! None of this is about you and ai made that perfectly fucking clear!!!!!!!! LET ME BE FUCKING SAD FOR FIVE FUCKING MINUTES BECAUSE GUESS WHAT???? I HAVE BEEN DROWNING IN PAPERWORK, BILLS, AND ACCOUNTS TO TAKE CARE OF THAT I HAVE NOT EVEN HAD THE CHANCE TO FUCKING GRIEVE!!!!!!! WHY ARE PEOPLE SO SELFISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!