angelic grotesque

OCD recovery is cosmically unfair because it's the only disorder i know of where the treatment is 'okay! now make yourself feel worse'

So many people never learned to live with harmless discomfort at any point in their lives and holy fuck does it show

it's simple. i think if you make fun of bridget thigh high collar animal noise girls you should be killed immediately and brutally. i think if you're mean to girls who are struggling to recover from a lifetime of trauma and mistreatment that is renewed every time they go outside you are lower than dirt. i cannot tolerate it i just cant.

(girl who's been thinking about The Character nonstop for two months voice) you'll never guess what this song reminds me of

[woman who has never been gentle with herself voice] I just need to be more disciplined

settings > wound > my wound > reopen

you can lead a lamb away from slaughter but you can't make it stop feeling like a sacrifice

Your 20s are not about getting your life together they're about learning to escape the self imposed torture labyrinth you've built inside your own head

gender affirming pointy teeth

[suddenly disillusioned] my illusions..

"it's ok to show (x) in fiction as long as the bad guy gets punished!" the bad guy doesn't have to get punished. in fact the bad guy can win altogether. the bad guy can entirely get away with it. hope this helps

and this part might make some people's head explode but: characters can be written to forgive things you personally wouldn't ever forgive. not everything is written as what you'd perceive to be the right choice. not everything is a self-insert & protagonists don't have to be relatable.