ThĂ©oâs eyebrows rose at Olivierâs news. had known about their relationship, and despite everything having fallen apart back when he was in his coma, Olivier had filled him in on exactly what had happened. And it was a secret that he had promised to take to his grave. It was a complicated situation, one that ThĂ©o truly had decided to stay out of because of how much he valued both his friendship with Olivier and his friendship with Emilia. But this news? He knew that it could open up quite a bit of drama that he knew was going to be hard on all of them.Â
âWell first of all, congratulations, I think that youâre going to be a great Dad and that kidâs going to be really lucky,â he said, they were truly the first words that came to his mind. Despite the upcoming storm, he couldnât help but be happy - the same sort of feeling that he had when Yvonne first told him that he was pregnant. In the few precious seconds before he was given a concussion. âAre you happy about it? Just outside of the inevitable drama, is it something that you want?âÂ
 It shocked him that ThĂ©o seemed to happy about the situation. Heâd expected some kind of lecture â as much as theyâd once been friends ThĂ©o would put him in place when required. ââIâve always wanted to be a dad, especially after dragging my little brother up with me.ââ Thereâd been no choice with Thomas, heâd been barely fifteen and although they had their mother â it was a lot for anyone to bare, let alone a woman whoâd just lost the love of her life with two kids, one of which (himself) was a fucking terror until he wasnât anymore. Olivier knew sheâd seen the change, him growing up to quickly. He had too but them both.
Heâd just never expected Thomas would have abandoned him after everything he done to make sure Thomas had whatever he needed. At first itâd been out of neccesity, eventaully though heâd loved it â the freedom yet strict rules were what he abided by and gave him a structure. Heâd never inteded to stay with them forever. But now? God. Now he couldnât imagine a life where he wasnât apart of them. That he wouldnt kill for them? Because he would.
He wasnât a killer but it lingered under his skin like a virus.Â
ââVarden is going to fucking kill me.ââ He groaned shoving his face into his hands with a sigh. Heâd honestly just been getting back on track, to who he was and there was passion again. Now though? He wasnât sure how he was going to make this better. He was tied to Emilia for life and itâd pain him to have to be around her so often.
ââI want to do a good job ThĂ©o butâŠwith my track history? Iâm going to fuck up and sheâll end up hating me and Iâll never be able to see the kid. Actually, scrap that â I donât think sheâd do that unless there was real cause but what if I do something and I fuck up badly? I donât think I could handle that.ââ
Heâd always imagined a family with a white picket fence. Now he was having that family wiith someone he wasnât with and honestly didnât think itâd ever go that way again. To much hurt and miscommunication. Looking back to ThĂ©o he dropped his hands in a slump/Â
ââHow did you feel when you found out â honestly?ââ