i thought i would be happy by now

Remember when joining fandom as a younger person meant lurking for a bit and figuring out the vibe and etiquette instead of coming in on day one and calling people weirdos for liking weirdo shit in the weirdo factory.

a slaughterhouse. an outlet mall. slot machines. fear of god. you know the usual

rice is like a best friend and a lover to me

listening to ribs by lorde like FUCKKKK she was only 14 she should have been at the. algebra test

when everything feels like the movies you bleed just to know youre alive. or so ive heard.

chasing cars by snow patrol really hits harder everytime i listen to it like,, what if i DID just lay here???? would u lie with me and just forget the world??????? please???????????

problematic sudoku solving skills gap

Black ppl deserve to feel safe and welcomed on the internet, on fandoms on whatever community or hobbies they want without having to deal with antiblack racist attacks, microaggressions or enablers of antiblackness . And if u genuinely consider urself to be left leaning or an ally or woke you should do and try to unlearn the colorism, texturism , eurocentrism and antiblackness