Wots All This Then

Been listening to The Silt Verses

Everything he has is because of the diner. Including his life. But he knows that if he had the choice like all the others did he would run away because he just wants to be miserable. He implies that killing himself was definitely on the table if he hadn't been abducted and had things happen to him. But his goal was to be miserable, thats what was supposed to happen. Midnight burger messed it up. And he internally struggles everyday between the need to keep going because this is his life now and that original pull of him knowing he dosent deserve any of it and he must continue his sadness. He shouldn't be allowed to fight alongside the diner and his friends because they were forced upon him and they made the decision to be good people. He would not choose to be saved.

The door's been sticking lately. Give it a good push.

My contribution to @zineoftideandflesh <3

my contribution to the @zineoftideandflesh

this is my submission for the @zineoftideandflesh !!! if you saw it before no you didnt!!! i may not be posting that much about it these days but if ever there were a series to make its home inside me, its the silt verses. thanks to the wonderful organizers and the talented community that make zines like this so much fun to be a part of :]

im relistening to tsv again

these are the silt verses, and i name our disciples thus.

! : Hayward and Paige designs are by @rak0wisko, drawings are mine :)

this is the best moment in the silt verses i think