My Infernal Death

am i mentally stable? honey, I've read the infernal devices three times, and i will keep rereading them over and over again

jem saying he had been "robbed of his death" because he couldn't die in tessa's arms, holding will's hand, that will's name had been a "shout into the abyss, a cry that always received an answer", that the words "my will" meant "my defiance against encroaching dark. my rebellion. mine, forever" to him, MY GOD that broke me

there is no limit to the amount of money i would pay to see will in his childhood. i need more of just will running around with cecily and ella and being a normal kid

having to stop reading every time a tid character is mentioned in another tsc book because the feeling of nostalgia is just too overwhelming is one of the best feelings ever

i am so much not over the way chain of iron ended that sometimes, i can't even look at the book, because that alone gives me pain

“If I must fade,” he said, “I would like to fade remembering this as my last waking dream.” “Don't go,” she whispered. “Hold on, for me. We are so close.” He touched her cheek. “Only promise me one thing,” he said. “If I do go, give us a happy ending, will you? In your book?” “I don't believe in endings,” she said, but he only smiled at her, and faded slowly from view.

literally, if i can't have “the last dream of my soul” engraved on my wedding ring, I don't want it. Same goes for the proposal. It’s Will’s proposal to Tessa or no proposal at all

do you know the entirety of Will's letter to Tessa by heart or are you normal?

honestly, sophie collins has just shown us utter queen behavior from minute ONE and i adore her so much

how is it that any time anything remotely negative happens to sophie and gideon i always get so protective? I'm really out here like “if you hurt them I'm going to come for you with my book and slam it into your face”

"How did you lot get in here?” “I live here,” said James dryly. “I have all the keys.” “Actually, you live on Curzon street—all right, never mind,” said Christopher. “It was a jolly good answer.”

the way I just want to rip my heart out of my chest and hand it to matthew fairchild is really concerning ngl