e.g.d - what to do
-warning!smut mentioned!warning-
It will be a lil long than expected,but it’s very deep and at the end loving
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y/n’s pov
I have been waiting for Ethan to come home for 5 hours.I made his favourite for dinner,dressed up nice,since we planned this night to be a date.Ethan is my boyfriend of 4 years,so I don’t think he will cheat on me.If he wouldn’t like me,he would have left me before.Oh wait,he’s drunk maybe…again.He has come home late drunk in the past week.I don’t know if I can wait anymore…Ah,f*ck it,I’ll go to sleep.
*You went upstairs to yours and E’s bedroom,changed into some shorts and one of E’s T-shirts and got in bed.You started watching Social Media,since you weren’t really tired.*
/Half an hour later/
I heard the big shut of the door.Ethan.Of course.I got under the blankets and depended to be asleep.Ethan came upstairs in our room.
“Don’t act like you’re asleep"he said
I sat up and said "Hey,how was your day?"in the sweetest tone I have
"Shut up and strip down"he said
"But E,I’m not in the mood,just come cuddle and sleep with me"I pouted
"I.Don’t.Care.Strip”
“No”
“Okay,so if you’re not gonna do it,I’m gonna do it"he said and immediately pinned my hands above my head and started taking my shirt off
"Please Ethan,NO!"I said
"SHUT UP"Ethan said and slapped my thighs.Hard.
"Ow!You’re hurting me!”
*He tied your hands and legs to the bed,got your shorts off,and started getting his clothes off*
“Ethan,why are you doing this?"I asked
"Because I want you babygirl”(cringe) he answered
*He pulled his boxers off,put on a condom,and thrusted in you without a warning*
I screamed and shouted as loud as I could,but at the moment,no one could save me.I was getting raped by my own boyfriend.Yes,kind of.
“Shh,babygirl,no one can hear you-Ahh"he said
"Please Ethan,don’t do this to me"I cried out
"I know-Ahhh-that you want it…Fuck!”
*You couldn’t believe that Ethan,even if he’s drunk,could do this to you,but I guess you weren’t right*
“Fuck!You’re so tight baby” “Ahh yes y/n just like that” you just couldn’t believe your ears,like he would act like this when you ACTUALLY wanted it,but now,how could he…
“Ethan-*scream*-please let me go!”
“Nah y/n,we’re not done-fuck!-yet”
After like 10 more pounds,we all came and Ethan layed down next to me and immediately drifted to sleep.I waited 1 hour crying and getting energy,and with all of the ‘healing’ I got,I packed my bags,got in my car and called Grayson.
Phone call:y/n-Grayson
-Oh my god y/n…Why are you calling me in the middle of the night?
-Hey Grayson,can I stay at your apartment for the night,week maybe month I think?
-Wait,why,what happened?
-I’ll tell you later.So…can I?
-Yeah yeah,of course,but you have to tell me,I’m getting scared…
-Don’t be.Be there in 5.Bye!
-Okay!Take care!
At Gray’s house
y/n’s pov
I told everything that happened tonight to Gray.He is my only best firend.I know Ethan is my boyfriend and my bff too,but when I had foghts with E,I could always go to Gray,or call him and talk about them.
“You had a very busy night,I think we should go to sleep…Do you want to go to the guest room or sleep with me*he said it with a smirk*or-”
“Wait a minute…sleep with you?I love you Gray,but you’re like a brother to me,and now I had this with Ethan,and ALL I need is to have bit of being alone.”
“Okay okay,I just wanted to comfort you a bit…”
“It’s sweet of you Gray,and now I know I’m going to be fucking rude,but I came here to talk with you and have place to run away to.I don’t want to mess up things…”
“Okay,nevermind…I understand you.Good night!See you in the morning!”
“Thank you for understanding.Good night!”
Gray’s pov
I can’t believe what Ethan did to y/n…I just wanted to confront her,because I’ve liked her too since we met like Ethan…But I guess I have to find someone else…
In the morning
y/n’s pov
I couldn’t really sleep at night,but new day,new start…“
Ethan’s pov
I woke up and couldn’t find y/n beside me like always…that’s weird…Maybe she is downstairs in the kitchen…
I don’t remember anything of last night only about going to a bar…
I walked downstairs and I couldn’t find y/n anywhere.I called her,but no answer.
I called Grayson,if he knew something about her.
Phone call:Ethan-Grayson
-Hey Eth…
-Hey Bud!Do you know where y/n is?
-Ummm…No…Yeah!…I mean No I don’t!She didn’t call me and came her or anything…
-You still have to work on your lying skills bro.I’m coming.
-No!Please…she doesn’t want to talk with you anymore.
-I don’t care.We HAVE to talk about what happened last night…
-Umm okay..
-Bye..
-Bye…
I got in my car as fast as I could and drove to Gray’s house.I’m gonna kill him if he did anything with y/n.I know he is obsessed with her and I don’t trust him…
At Gray’s house
Ethan’s pov
I got there and rang the bell like for 10 minutes…Finally Grayson opened the door.
(*Btw meanwhile Gray and y/n were arguing about Gray’s lying skills*)
"Hey bro"Grayson said
"Don’t bro me!Where’s y/n?”
“I’m here"said y/n with the cutest and most beautiful voice in the whole universe
"So you don’t want to talk with me anymore?What did I do?Was I drunk?Did I hurt you?!”
“Umm…who said that I don’t want to talk with you anymore?”
“Grayson…”
“No it is not COMPLETELY true.You said it to me y/n!"Grayson lied
"No!I said I don’t want to talk with anyone NOW!"y/n explained
"So…can we talk?"I asked
"The choice is yours…”
“Okay,now Grayson GO!”
“It’s my own house damn!"he shouted while going to the other room
*You two went to the other room,because Grayson was harking*
"Look,y/n I don’t know what did i do,why,when did I do it,but you weren’t next to me this morning and I was scared and would you please tell me because I don’t remember anything of last night…”
She told everything…Me being drunk,hitting her,RAPING her,then going to sleep like I did my job…I’m so disappointed in myself…I can’t believe I could do this…I have to apologize to y/n.
“y/n I don’t know how sorry I am abd I don’t know why did I do this,and I didn’t want to do this,just-”
“I know."she said
"But then why did you leave?”
“I left because I was scared.Scared of the future 'Will it happen again?’ 'Will he go further?’ 'Will he HURT me more?’ these questions went around my head.But when I came here with me and started this shit…I realized I don’t have to be scared about the future…OUR future…because now I know everything is going to be fine and I and always will love you more than everything.”
“So do you forgive me my love of my life?”
“Yes,I do"she said smiling
"Thank you!I promise I will never ever ever get drunk again,hurt you mentally of physically!I love you for everything that you’ve done to me!I love you!"I said as I picked her up
"I love you more”
She leaned in,but…
“y/n?
"Yeah?"she was confused
"That’s not possible..”
We kissed and kissed and it got into a make out
“GET A ROOM!"Grayson shouted
"GET A GF AND LEAVE ME ALONE!"I shouted back
We got our stuff,said goodbye to Grayson,y/n thanked him,and we went home…
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a/n:
1398 words without this
Hope you liked it!
even though it was my first fucking imagine…typical wattpad basic bitch fanfiction xdjsjsk
I do not give a single fuck if I get hated on for this post - I think it needs addressing.
Listen, we should not be condoning this shit. I know it's a story and that there's nothing wrong with writing about rape - but this "fic" is not a true representation of rape victims.
Yes, some women who are abused and raped by their boyfriends do stay in the relationship - but this is domestic violence.
It's not all smiles and forgiveness. This story is deeply harmful to younger girls and quite frankly offensive to rape victims.
I'm not saying people should attack the poster of this fic - this should absolutely not happen. I think the owner of this account is fairly young and does not understand the magnitude of what they have written.
But please can we be more mindful of what we post? We should not condone this kind of writing, whether it's a story about the twins or otherwise.
Rape is not cute and it's not something you write about to give your story a bit of "light drama."
