I See Fire

Amy’s arms rested over his shoulders now, when he entered her completely, her body reacted and her head lolled back.  “Phillip!”  She bit her lip to keep from crying out in pleasure, knowing that James could come downstairs at any point and find her there.  She whimpered softly, her body rolled against him, and he felt his hands holding her tightly at her hips.  After a few moments she started moving slowly, looking into his eyes, her fingers brushing over his lips as she continued to bite her lip to keep from crying out in pleasure.  She leaned to rest her face against his neck, moaning softly in his ear.

Phillip snarled when she started moaning into his ear, one of his hands gripping her hair while the other gripped even tighter to her hip. He was already pulsing inside her, as it had been far too long since he’d had sex in his own body.

“Christ….” Phillip cursed, using all his strength to yank Amy’s top off and expose her bra. He immediately started sucking on the tops of her breasts, licking her skin as he began to roll his hips up against hers. His erection was now pressing insistently at the front of his jeans and Amy could feel it hard and urgent against her. His hand traveled down her belly and unbuttoned her jeans, shoving his hand inside and cupping her wetness.

“Amy…. god you’re so beautiful… Monty is so fucking lucky.” Phillip whispered as he continued, his thumb brushing her clit as his middle finger dipped inside her.

Amy worked herself against his hand, whimpering against his neck.  “I’m the lucky one.. to have you both in love with me.”  She trembled softly, rocking against his hand.  She couldn’t help it, but her body ached for him.

“N-no…. Neil is up there, he’ll hear us…” Phillip whispered, grunting when she pulled on his hair and pushed a hand under his shirt. He had missed a woman’s touch so badly that he felt himself already beginning to get hard in his torn up jeans.

“M-Monty says he’s ok with this, by the way. In fact, he’s actually encouraging me by telling me your secret spots.” Phillip explained, moving his mouth to suck at a spot on Amy’s neck that would make her weak at the knees.

Originally posted by leepace71

“Then..”  She felt his lips on her neck, how he sucked gently on her neck.  She let out a soft moan and arched against him.  “Don’t hold back..”  She whimpered softly and ran her fingers through his hair again.  “You’ve watched all those other times.. now is your moment Phillip..”

She moaned softly.  “We can go as fast or as slow as you want.”  She allowed her fingers to lightly dig her nails into the soft flesh of his stomach.  “I want you Phillip…  I want all of you.. tonight..”

The second she leaned over and kissed him, Phillip’s eyes blew wide. He never expected this to happen. However, it didn’t stop him from kissing her back. He sniffled quietly as he lovingly started to kiss her back, a small whimper escaping him as he slowly sat up and straddled her. Monty, meanwhile, was watching all this through Phillip’s eyes and surprisingly said nothing.

In fact, he was actually rather content with what was going on. Phillip needed just as much love and affection as he did, so Monty further spurred Phillip on, whispering Amy’s sweet spots to him. 

Phillip did as Monty said, moving his hand down her body and dragging his nails across her ribs which he knew would make her shiver.

Amy was partly shocked that he returned her kiss, when his fingertips drug across her ribs, she trembled under his hand.  “Phillip..”  Her lips brushed against his as she whispered his name, her voice even trembled.  Not in a bad way, but in a way that said she needed him.  Her hands moved from resting on his neck, one to tangle in his hair, the other rested on his chest.  Amy wondered what was going through Phillips mind at that moment.

Amy let the hand that rested on Phillips chest, move to reach up under the shirt he was wearing.  As soon as the warmth of his flesh met the palm of her hand, she let out a soft moan.  “We should.. go.. up to our room..”  She trembled, breathing deeply.

She rolled them over so she was straddling him now, wrapping both of her arms around his neck.  She broke the kiss to speak.  “When I fell.. I fell for all of you..   You all are mine.. and I belong to all of you..”

“M-Monty says he’s ok with this, by the way. In fact, he’s actually encouraging me by telling me your secret spots.” Phillip explained, moving his mouth to suck at a spot on Amy’s neck that would make her weak at the knees.

Amy knew that he was hurting and she hated it, she hated that she made him feel this way, that she made him feel that she didn’t love him.  She did.  It was never about her tolerating him.  She loved every part of who they were, sometimes she even thought she could grow to love the beast that was Christian, but her heart belonged to Monty and Phillip.  The way his eyes looked in that moment, the solitary tear that rolled down his cheek, she reached up to catch it, never allowing it to fall.  She let her hands move to the sides of his neck, her fingers resting on the back of his neck, her thumb against his cheeks, incase another tear should fall.  She stepped closer to him, her body practically pressed against his.  “I love you Phillip.. I truly love you.  Not because Monty is a part of you, but because of who you are.”  Without another word, Amy pressed her lips to his, kissing him passionately.

The second she leaned over and kissed him, Phillip’s eyes blew wide. He never expected this to happen. However, it didn’t stop him from kissing her back. He sniffled quietly as he lovingly started to kiss her back, a small whimper escaping him as he slowly sat up and straddled her. Monty, meanwhile, was watching all this through Phillip’s eyes and surprisingly said nothing.

In fact, he was actually rather content with what was going on. Phillip needed just as much love and affection as he did, so Monty further spurred Phillip on, whispering Amy’s sweet spots to him. 

Phillip did as Monty said, moving his hand down her body and dragging his nails across her ribs which he knew would make her shiver.

Amy watched as her son left the room, before turning to see Phillip flopping down onto the couch in the living room.  Amy moved into the living room too, sitting down on the couch next to him.

She placed a hand on his shoulder, pulling his shoulders downward to let him rest his head on her lap.  She ran her fingers through his hair, her eyes closed for a moment.  “You need to rest.  As much as I love seeing my husbands face, you need to rest.  He knows I love him.”

Originally posted by lecompanion

Phillip looked up at her confused, his red-gold eyes sparkling as a single tear slipped from his eye.

“I sure fucking hope Monty agrees with you because I can’t control the Change. If he wants to come forth, he’s gonna come out.” Phillip groaned, “You know what sucks about being a Shapeshifter more than anything? I can see and hear everything that Monty does. Christian is a bit more complicated since he’s able to hide what he wants to hide from us, but Monty is a wide open book for me. And I can see how much he loves you. I watch every time fucks you, even though I do my best to look away, and it kills me inside knowing that he has you. That he has this beautiful family who loves and cares about him while I don’t. Sure, you can say that you’re my family, and sure, biologically James is my son since Monty and I share the same genetic code, but you fell in love with Monty first.... You didn’t fall in love with me for me. You just tolerated me since the man you love lives inside me.” Phillip grumbled, looking away from Amy, “You know, the last time I had sex was nearly five years ago.... meaning the last time I was consciously in my body and not looking through someone else’s eyes when I had sex was five damn years ago....”

“But you do.. and that means so much to me Phillip.  So very much.”  She let her fingers run through his hair, leaning over she pressed kisses to the top of his head.  “Phillip you deserve to be happy, you deserve to have everything that Monty has too.  Please accept that my family is yours as well.  If there is anything I’ve learned from being with Monty, it’s that you, he and Christian are still all the same.”  She nodded.  “While you all have your differences, ways to be told apart and different faces, you are all still the same.”  She took a breath and knelt down next to him.

Neil nodded.  “Momma, Dad.. I’m going to bed.. I don’t.. feel well.. all this changing it.. hurt..”  He nodded, before he hugged them both close, squishing Amy between him and Phillip.  “I love you both so much.”  He moved away, walking back upstairs.

Originally posted by bittwitchy

Phillip didn’t say anything until Neil left, letting out a heavy sigh as he moved into the living room and flopped won onto the couch. He pressed the heels of his hands into his eyes, gripping his hair.

“Monty wants to come back but I REALLY don’t wanna go through the pain of the Change again...” Phillip whined, “But you deserve to have your husband back....”

“I look up to you.  I wish I could have done that.. If I ever needed to do that.. I would hope that I have the strength it takes to do it.”  He shook his head, turning to look up at Amy, “Mom, tell him.. tell him how we all feel about him.  Please.. make him see that he’s as important as Monty.”

Originally posted by wondersdaily

Amy moved from Neil to Phillip and pulled him in against her stomach and chest.  “You did what needed to be done and I cannot fault you for that.  Phillip, you are always so caring about everything that goes on, you’ve repeatedly brought Monty back to us.  For that.. you are important.. you are so important to all of us, to the boys, you are as much their father as Monty is.”

“I shouldn’t have to bring him back to you. He should be his own person with his own body that he doesn’t have to share... He’s this suave, flirtatious man with a wife and a son and I’m just a neurotic, shy bookworm who owns a bookstore... I don’t have a wife nor a family and the girlfriend I did have left me when she found out what I was.” Phillip explained, cuddling into Amy when she pulled him close.

“If anything, I’m the weak one in this situation... I am a Weak Main Face after all..” Phillip whispered, his arm throbbing with pain.

“I did what I had to do to make sure our family survived.”  Neil shook his head.  “Are you all mad that I slept in moms bed with her, to try and soothe her tears when she’d cry at night over you all?”  He couldn’t believe that Phillip, his father was telling him that he was their rock.  He had a hard time believing that himself.

"You were strong, that brand.. that mark.. what you did was to protect our family.  To save us all.  That’s pretty brave.  Doing what it takes even if it’s dangerous, to make sure that your family is happy, loved and cared for.”  Neil looked at his father.  “I am proud of you..”

Originally posted by wondersdaily

“Technically she was sobbing over Monty, but that doesn’t make either of us mad at all. Why would we ever be mad at you for doing the one thing that kept your mom stable this whole time? Without you or James or Vince or Marcus or Luke or William, Amy probably would’ve lost it a long time ago.” Phillip explained, “And without Monty, I probably wouldn’t even be alive since Monty’s mind moves a lot faster than my own.” When Neil gestured to the brand, Phillip nervously rubbed the back of his neck.

“It was either brand myself or possibly lose my mind as well as lose Monty’s mind forever. Christian, despite his faults, isn’t a bad person deep down. It’s his demon that makes him do evil things. So I had to do something to supress the demon when it was threatening to force The Change upon us. I remembered an old symbol from an occult book and I molded an old aluminum can in an alleyway into the symbol, heated it up with a lighter, and burned it onto my arm. I had to do it or we could’ve been lost forever. I just did what I had to.” Phillip didn’t mention how he didn’t do it for them. He didn’t say that he only did it to protect himself. 

And he certainly didn’t mention how he didn’t feel like he was truly part of this family. This was Monty’s family... not his own...

“You’re NOT a mistake! You were never a mistake!” Monty protested, feeling a sudden strange tingling at the back of his mind as Phillip wanted out. “Phillip… C’mon man, I just got back!” Monty whined before Phillip took control, forcing The Change on him. His bones cracked and snapped into place as Phillip soon replaced Monty. 

“Neil…” Phillip said, “I’m sorry I took your father away, I just had to say something…” He looked down at his son since Phillip was a good four inches taller than Monty, “You’re not alone in your feelings. I too feel weak and helpless sometimes. I’m a Weak Main Face. I can barely control when I Change, let alone control Christian. Unlike Monty, I am soft spoken as hell and prefer to stay curled up in my bookstore than go out anywhere else.” Phillip said, looking back at Amy before letting out a sigh, “Just know that showing your emotions does not make you a bad person. Monty has a tendency to hide how he really feels and that often allows Christian to take advantage of him. That’s part of why he hasn’t come back in so long.”

Neil watched as his father who seemed so much smaller than he, was ripped away and replaced by another man.  He knew Phillips face.  “I feel like I’m not good enough.  I’m not worth what mom went through for us.. getting shot.. the pain she had felt, the pain she must feel every single time she has to watch us change.”  He looked at both of them.  “I just feel so weak Phillip.. I feel so weak..”  

“You are so strong. You supported James and all the other Faces while Monty was gone. You were the rock that they needed. And you were there for Amy when Monty wasn’t.... when I wasn’t strong enough to bring Monty back to you.” Phillip said sadly, the brand on his arm stinging as it reminded him what he had done to get Monty back to his family.

“You love me, even though I’m a mistake.. something inside me isn’t right.”  He shook his head.  “I’m not.. I’m not strong like the others.. I’m weak.. too kind.. too… caring.. too much like momma.”  Neil looked up at her then over to his father once more, tears slipped from his eyes.

“You’re NOT a mistake! You were never a mistake!” Monty protested, feeling a sudden strange tingling at the back of his mind as Phillip wanted out. “Phillip... C’mon man, I just got back!” Monty whined before Phillip took control, forcing The Change on him. His bones cracked and snapped into place as Phillip soon replaced Monty. 

“Neil...” Phillip said, “I’m sorry I took your father away, I just had to say something...” He looked down at his son since Phillip was a good four inches taller than Monty, “You’re not alone in your feelings. I too feel weak and helpless sometimes. I’m a Weak Main Face. I can barely control when I Change, let alone control Christian. Unlike Monty, I am soft spoken as hell and prefer to stay curled up in my bookstore than go out anywhere else.” Phillip said, looking back at Amy before letting out a sigh, “Just know that showing your emotions does not make you a bad person. Monty has a tendency to hide how he really feels and that often allows Christian to take advantage of him. That’s part of why he hasn’t come back in so long.”

Monty hated hearing the sound of bones cracking when his son went through The Change. He still had no idea how James managed to handle the pain and did it WILLINGLY to change between Faces. He watched as Neil spat out Vince’s teeth as his own came in, standing up to his full height as he stared his father down. Monty saw his son’s tears and he couldn’t stop his own tears from falling.

Originally posted by arsonists-reveries

“Neil…. my precious baby Neil…” Monty whimpered as he wrapped his arms around him. Neil was always the most sensitive of the group, so he knew him leaving had affected Neil the hardest, “I’m sorry… I’m so so sorry…”

Originally posted by neverland93

Neil was doubled over, still finishing the change.  He hated it, he cried out in pain, knowing that this was their life.  “Daddy..”  Neil wrapped his arms around Monty, holding onto him.  He looked over at Amy reaching out for her.