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Growing up and kinda still now I always firmly believed there was this Thing physically in me somewhere it shouldn’t be and I could never explain it to doctors but I always just hoped there would be some miracle doctor like fucking Dr. House or something who would recognise that i had the miraculous Thing and then they’d take it out and it’d finally fix me and i’d become a Normal Girl who feels Normal feelings and lives Normally but i think i’ve got to give up on that and just face my problems because i used to sit there and think “well someone will figure out what’s wrong eventually” no sweetheart you just struggle with life a little more than the average person

So tired and i haven’t cried in ages and i’m broke and my work is piling up but ive been lowk sexy lately so i suppose it’s fine