#tlg.thoughts

My dearest friend has become a jensen ackles fan. Somebody finally gets me. Life is amazing

GOD I JUST LOVE BEING PERVERTED AND STAYING UP TO READ AND ROTTING LIFE IS SO GOOD balance is restored i may be an academic weapon but i am also the CEO of rotting

Growing up and kinda still now I always firmly believed there was this Thing physically in me somewhere it shouldn’t be and I could never explain it to doctors but I always just hoped there would be some miracle doctor like fucking Dr. House or something who would recognise that i had the miraculous Thing and then they’d take it out and it’d finally fix me and i’d become a Normal Girl who feels Normal feelings and lives Normally but i think i’ve got to give up on that and just face my problems because i used to sit there and think “well someone will figure out what’s wrong eventually” no sweetheart you just struggle with life a little more than the average person

So tired and i haven’t cried in ages and i’m broke and my work is piling up but ive been lowk sexy lately so i suppose it’s fine

Woke up miserable and decided to spend the day listening to Clairo, i am NOT giving this day a chance 🐣

I kinda assumed once i moved out this feeling of not knowing who i am or what i want out of my life would disappear but it really hasn’t. maybe i just haven’t given it enough time and i guess thought because i’m so busy? i don’t know. i like my life generally speaking but idkkk there are some moments (periods of time, more like) where i just struggle a lot and kind of hate my life and myself. i have faith i’ll get past it eventually but it’s tough to remember that

It’s summer. My skin is clear, my hair is behaving, and I am feeling everything. This is how life is supposed to be