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Jean used to dance with Elodie to drown out the isolation of their home and make her feel safer and joyful even for just a moment. Jean stopped when he left for evermore and buried those memories so he could survive and he locked them away forever after finding out about his baby sister's death.

Jean discovers the truth when he's sent to California. Kevin trusts no one but his boyfriend to look after him, and Jean is completely thrown off by the revelation. Of course, he knows why he's jealous of Jeremy, he's dating the boy Jean has been pining after for years. However, with every day that passes, that jealousy becomes harder to understand as Jean starts to fall unintentionally for Jeremy too.

Having a crush on a boy who's already taken is difficult enough. Imagine having a crush on two boys who are dating each other.

But the thing I like most of all is that before this Andrew bothered enough to install a ringtone with the song that was associated with Neil.

like neil is asked if he lives alone and he says “no,” and nobody follows it up because it just sounds like a roommate situation

i am still undergoing the process for the disability application, which is under medical review -- it takes a very long time and i am unable to work as i have seizures and migraines as well as myalgic enchephalomyelitis/chronic fatigue syndrome

edit: just realized it's pride month so if you donate you would also be helping a disabled queer person out!

i am thinking same conditions as before, so please let me know if you'd like to commission a fic or a socmed post! the price would be pay as you will and tbh if i didn't need money i would take socmed au requests for free. alas that will have to wait

i have experience with creative writing and fanfiction

please just dm me through tumblr if you would like to request something! or send an ask. either way it can be totally anonymous or i can shout you out. for fics i can publish them here or send you a copy in your preferred file format

i only need 70 dollars (USD) so genuinely anything will be appreciated

again, i have the big 3:

c app

p pal

v mo

again idk what the censoring does but i see it being done all the time .

I send my friends the nicest things 🥰

Did Kevin ever hear about those rumours and think, even for a second, that they were true? Even if he was aware that Riko had been the trigger, did Jean actually attempt?