DELIRIUM

To the future people in my life

Well hello there, from the 2015 me.

First off, to the Future Colleagues, I must admit I may not be the best choice in my chosen field but I am willing to learn and adapt to changes. You might get annoyed at me for constantly asking you for feedbacks, but that’s just the typical ‘unconfident’ me. I know it’s not very pleasing at all but this 2015, I swore to become a better version of myself. So hopefully by the time we meet in the future, I am pretty much more confident in my works already. But I could really use some help too, if you don’t mind.

To my future friends, hello! I’m glad that you’re now a part of my life. I really do value friendship as much as I value my favorite food. Meaning, friendship matters to me A LOT. So I must’ve seen something special in you that I consider you as one of my life’s greatest treasures. I wish you could all meet my old friends, they’re the bomb. It was never a dull moment with them, and I’m sure the same goes for you. Thank you for keeping up with all my life’s dramas. Thank you for just being there. For being that friend.

To my best friend @woorara (bc I know we’d still be best friends in the future) I can’t wait to see the future version of ourselves. I wonder if we’re still crazy over our KPOP boys. Then if we still are, I certainly hope that we could go to idol concerts together and get ourselves VIP tickets without having to worry financially. LOL

To my future partner, well I certainly hope you do exist. That you’re not just a part of my fickle imagination. The 2015 version of me fears that I might not be able to get the chance to meet you, but I keep on praying that someday, I’ll do. I hope you won’t just be my partner… I pray that you’ll also be my best friend, someone I could talk to for hours and someone who’d support me and my dreams in life. Rest assured, I’d do the same too. I can’t wait to meet you!

To my future child/children, isn’t it nice thinking that someday I’ll hold you in my arms, cuddle you at night, change your diapers, feed you and give you all the best things the world has to offer. The mere thought of having you in the future is kind of exciting. But I’m sure you can wait. The 2015 me isn’t ready to have you just yet. Maybe a couple more years to go. Say 8? Or maybe 10? I still have to prepare a lot of stuff for us, because I wanted you to live a happy and comfortable life.

To the future strangers I’m going to bump into every day, I hope we still get to enjoy a lot of things this world can offer in the future. Let’s not abuse it. I hope that in the future, we will all be able to unite as one in saving this world we’re living in.

                                                          I don’t                                                       even know                                                   what to talk about

                                                      I just listen                                              to the sound of his voice                                                   and to his laugh

These past few days have been a roller coaster ride for DaraHAe shippers. And here I am analyzing their so called 10 years of Friendship. XD

First off this week during SS6 Donghae said he invited Dara to the concert in front of thousands of overly obsessed ELFs and Damn he was not afraid if the fans get butthurt for inviting his friend that is a GIRL and which happens to be SANDARA PARK the ideal type of many male celebrities and the perfect epitome of Goddess.  Do you see that sparkle of happiness in his eyes after he said her name…his members couldn’t be anymore happier teasing him about it! XD ♥^^♥

On that same day Dara followed Donghae on Instagram. (So she could tag him?LOL) 10 Years of Friendship yet they only followed each other just recently?!! I guess in the past they were afraid that the fans willl make a huge fuss about it…of course they will gdi what do you expect? this is showbiz, people love assuming and making issue about lil things. That is why DaraHae no longer gives a fuck about that (They’ve kept it far too long) and showed off to everyone their closeness. Dating or just Friends… still their interactions are the cutest thing in the world! And I am so glad that most BJs and ELFs support them~ They are the key to end the SM x YG war? OMG now that I think about it they’re like the idol versions of Romeo and Juliet?! hahahaha

Take note that 4Minute’s Jihyun (who he is also close with) was also there yet Donghae only mentioned Dara’s name in front of everyone. Dara and Jihyun both took a selca with Donghae backstage but it was DaraHae’s selca that made it to the news and everyone went Bazingga! It’s weird how Jihyun and Donghae had a more couple like pose as compared to the 6 inch gap between DaraHae yet no one gave a damn about that and were like “DaraHAe is REAL! They’re Dating!”. Gawd if Donghae put his arm around Dara like what he did with Jihyun…I can imagine the painful wails of Fanboys and Fangirls around the world. And the Victorious screams of DaraHae shippers…hehe

They have been friends way back in high school and no one had a single clue about it. We started shipping them even without knowing that they were close all along. I remember how Dara use to post Donghae’s pics on PEX while she was still in the philippines and Donghae’s random mention of “Sandara Park” on a show. His secret glances during MAMA. Dara following him on twitter out of the blue…to the cute twitter convos up to this moment…gawd They are just so perfect for each other and all I want is that they’ll confirm it to everyone that they are DATING! XD 

srsly Sungmin revealed he was dating yet the reaction of the public wasn’t as surprised as when DaraHAe revealed that they were friends.lol

ok so I conclude that Dara and Donghae are Dating and that they are using this friendship thing to prepare the fans for the BIG EXCITING news that they are already engaged and that they’re getting married next year. LOLJK. kbye.