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"I think therefore I am" .

And that quote echoes in my head repeatedly and somehow I wish I had never heard it.

In fact I wish I knew nothing.

I'd be so much happier if I knew not what I know. If I knew nothing.

I feel as though my intelligence hinders my ability to function. I wish I could forget all this useless information that ails my continuous - ness.

Yet that could only happen if life wasn't so complicated.

I don't love and I don't hate, i simply care.

I spend a lot of time thinking about love and hate and how thay are incomplete opposites. How incredibly complicated thay are and if we or I need them. Don't get me wrong I care for people and i care about them but i don't love or hate them. I worry about them, I care about them but saying I love them or hate them feels awkward and uncomfortable it's like I'm describing a lie.

The way I care feels so different to "your" love or hate i dont even think it's the same thing anymore, and perhaps it never was.