live forever ;*

Like many of us I still cant process or accept the loss of Adrian Lionheart McCallum. I’m dealing with this very badly & perhaps won’t express what I want to say as well as I could if I gave it more time but seeing friends family & fans alike share their stories & feelings has been so therapeutic that i know I have a responsibility to contribute. 

Adrian was my big brother. Since I was 16 we spent practically every day together training in the gym & travelling the UK for shows spending countless hours discussing life, still game, wrestling, still game, movies, memories, women, still game, aspirations, inspirations, hope, fears, still game, talking absolute pish having a laugh & some more still game. 

He was my best friend & biggest supporter.

No one knew me as well or truly nor had a bigger influence on so many pivotal life decisions & personal developments. Adrian was an unwavering & loyal constant in my life who helped me endlessly regardless of the situation he would always be there without question to provide guidance assurance love protection counsel & to be the stern voice of reason whenever I was being irrational childish temperamental or generally just a wee prick which you may be very shocked & surprised to learn was more often than not through my adolescence & young adulthood. Adrian believed in me fiercely when others didn’t or I didn’t believe in myself. 

From professional issues all the way to repairing a then broken relationship with my mum he was the strongest & most reliable rock in my life for 10+ years (not the actual rock which he liked to believe he was from time to time) 

I wish I wasn’t on the other side of the world when this happened I wish I could have been there when he needed me I wish I could here his big daft voice I wish he knew how much he truly meant to everyone

This is the worst pain I have ever felt & I know im not the only one that feels this Adrian was so important to so many people. He loved his friends & family deeply & took joy from seeing those he cared about do well & be happy & this has left a giant Mad Leon sized hole in the hearts of so many. 

46. Do you like going commando?Only in sweatpants. Tight jeans absolutely not, I chafe.

45. Do you mostly prefer giving or receiving oral?Absolutely giving. Getting head is great, don't get me wrong, and Steff's incredible at it. But there's nothing like hearing a woman lose her mind while you're going down on her and she's tugging at your hair. 

41. Is “vanilla” sex boring or underrated?Underrated. There's nothing wrong with rougher sex in the slightest, but it's not all there is. I like "vanilla" sex the most. There's a higher connection, there's more room to be intimate. Much prefer it.

38. What’s your funniest and/or most embarrassing sex story?It was one of the first times we were finally getting to be intimate properly after knee stuff happened. My knee proceeded to lock up at the same time I got a cramp and I collapsed while still holding onto Steff who also fell off the bed. We both laid there for a few minutes then pissed ourselves laughing, but god, it fucking sucked.

36. What’s the best sexual compliment you’ve ever received?When I'm made Steff basically cum drunk after going down on her for ages and she's looked at me and said I was brought in by God. One day, I will be better than him.

28. What are your erogenous zones?If the lady be attractive, all whence she layeth her fingers be erogenous.

27. Have you ever tried something sexual and decided you weren’t into it?Facefucking. It's weird for me. I don't like it.

26. What are your favourite parts/features on each gender you’re attracted to?Hips/butts. Like wow. It goes across the board. You got something to grab? Sick. Hello.

25. What’s your opinion on sexting?It's good by me. Sometimes you need it if you're ages away or just in the mood or in a LDR. Keeps a lot of the intimacy alive when you physically can't. 

2. Where’s the most unusual place you’ve masturbated?Probably in the basement of my friends place. Was waiting for him to get home, got bored, hit one out. I was young and stupid but it felt worth it at the time. Don't think he ever knew.

2. Where’s the most unusual place you’ve given head? Received head?Probably in a car. I don't really do too many weird things.

3. Where’s the most unusual place you’ve had sex?..again, a car. I can't think of anything else too weird, actually.

4. What’s your favourite position to give oral? Receive oral?SIT ON MY FACE. Receiving oral, just laying on the bed, her between my legs. Not picky. 

6. What’s your fantasy celebrity threesome?Probably me, Zoe Saldana and like. Aubrey Plaza, I guess. They're gorgeous. 

9. What’s your darkest fantasy?We turn off the lights and both do it blindfolded. How much darker can you get?