Did you just...

“people like me don’t get happy endings”

“It hurts to remember, knowing you don’t. It hurts to be alone in this. It hurts to be the person left alone in the darkness, and it hurts even more knowing that you left me here without looking back. It hurts to know that you led me here, and I followed willingly. It hurts that even here, I still wonder how you are. It hurts that even now, I would still do anything to see you smile. It hurts that I still wonder if I did something wrong, if somehow I am the reason you left. It hurts that I would say sorry for anything if it meant to have you back. It hurts that I know I deserve an apology, but I will never get one.”

“It hurts to remember, knowing you don’t. It hurts to be alone in this. It hurts to be the person left alone in the darkness, and it hurts even more knowing that you left me here without looking back. It hurts to know that you led me here, and I followed willingly. It hurts that even here, I still wonder how you are. It hurts that even now, I would still do anything to see you smile. It hurts that I still wonder if I did something wrong, if somehow I am the reason you left. It hurts that I would say sorry for anything if it meant to have you back. It hurts that I know I deserve an apology, but I will never get one.”