The Hidden Atlas

It's not *all* harsh slaps.

It was a big mistake, insisting that you try on this new lingerie set and your new necklace between our shopping trip and our dinner reservation. I should have waited in the lobby for you to get ready and put on your dress. But here we are. And now I've seen it. Seen you in it. And now I don't think we're leaving this room for a good long while.

I know why you come here, and it isn’t to be tenderly made love to like that gentle boy.

Upsie daisy....

When the conference finally finally comes to your town, and I’ve added your name to the room and given you strict orders to be there a couple hours before I arrive. And when you do, you find a gift wrapped box with this black lace ensemble, a bottle of Sancerre on ice, a packed bowl and a couple of edibles (just in case), a few liters of water, and instructions to “help yourself and make yourself at home, I’ll be back as soon as my panel is over at 3:55.” 

And the bigger you smile, the harder I hit. Quite the paradox, really.

I know you are supposed to meet the rest of your colleagues for dinner. But when you sent me those tempting pics and that little note ("Hiding under my conference clothes"), I couldn't resist intercepting you at the elevator and getting a much, much closer look for myself.

The whole of your body is my special little toy chest--a collection of my most favorite things to play with. But my most special toy of all--that I can never, ever play with enough--is this pretty little face.

Monday morning dress code inspection. I’m going to need to see you in my office straight away. 

All day I've been watching you. Catching your eyes. Allowing you to pretend that you weren't tempting and teasing and quietly secretly pleading for the attention of this married man. You made me chase, but I love to chase. And though I know you wanted to be caught, it was cute to watch you try and pretend. But now I've caught you. My prey. And I'm going to absolutely devour you.

Open wide, my little one. Drink from Daddy. Delight in everything I feed that thirsty little mouth.