Galactic GumDrops

Even if you’re in-love or just falling. Always remember that all you have is yourself sometimes. Even if it hurts.

I’m just gonna need a little more detail. I need to know what’s under your guys Venus signs. As well as for your guys sun signs; water and fire are opposites so you two either may work well together or clash. 

HOLY FUCKING SHIT JAKSUWKWBFKFL

It’s disappointing and my soul hurts.

Fat, is the word. But you didn't say it. You said, "I want to get mountain bikes, so we can get your body back to the way it used to be when we first started dating." Mind you, I have a 13 month old. I gained 50 lbs during my pregnancy. I work 4-5 days out of the week as well as taking care of my child during the day. I feel like... I do enough right now as far as physical activities go. But you see me as being "Lazy." 😔 Inside of my head, I tell myself enough things about my weight that discourage me easily. I'm not very confident in that arena of my life and it has always been hard to "flaunt" what I physically have. Because when you tell me that, you want my body back the way it was and that I am lazy... it makes me seriously wonder, "What else could he possibly think about me that is absolutely atrocious?" This is what I am stuck with.... this is that sinking feeling of feeling as if "you're not good enough anymore" for the one you love so dearly... it pains me to think about it. To constantly replay this horrible conversation in my head. To go through the motions over and over. To turn away at the site of food because that little voice in the back of your head is saying "Don't. You'll only gain weight." I feel so... hurt. I once used to be somebody of great confidence. Now I can't even look at myself in the mirror.

I'm just tired...

Thank you~