twelve was the most complex and authentic doctor due to the fact that he did not immediately regenerate into this ideal hero of the series, who would definitely save everyone and everything no matter what, no
he was afraid and rushed from side to side, looking for himself and trying to make the «right» choice, making mistakes on the way, he had a path that he had to go through to find himself with each adventure getting closer to his true essence, he was losing his temper, getting upset and angry when something wouldn’t work out, he was dealing with grief the most human way possible, he made a lot of stupid and thoughtless decisions in an attempt to find his own «way of life»
he is the doctor who had the most blurred understanding of «good and evil», the doctor who was able to transgress through his own moral principles, and all this created an impression of living through this inner maturation along with him
he is the doctor with the most powerful character development occurring within a single regeneration
he is the doctor who completely lost himself on the way just to be found again, opening his eyes on obvious truths that he already lived by for years, but seeing them with a new, stronger meanings behind them
tenth doctor also had rudiments of all this, but these doubts considering the rightness of his decisions began to appear already quite close to the end of his existence, so he didn’t really had an opportunity for this development, ten clung more strongly and strictly to his moral code and what he considered «himself»
on contrary to what the majority says, I consider twelve the most human doctor of all, because humanity is not primarily about empathy and compassion, but about your own path of searching for these qualities within oneself and learning on your mistakes
twelve is definitely «my doctor»
