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𐙚 Dean Di Laurentis

𐙚 John Logan

𐙚 Garrett Graham

Inevitable | @buckpunny1

After yet another horrible date leaves you stranded, you call your best friend, Garrett Graham, for help. Now, if only Garrett can convince you that he’s the right guy for you, after all…

Feeling flows both ways | @mutantvampireearthquake

You surprise your boyfriend after a big win

Jeep | @bitchinbarzal

garrett loves his car, garrett also loves you. you wrecked his car.

Awaited Moments | @g0ldendesiree

garrett finally decided he’s done with your game of cat and mouse, the only thing standing in front of him? a football player who’s name you can’t even remember.

Problem | @/g0ldendesiree

when garrett finds out about a problem you’ve been having,what kind of friend would he be to not help you?

Play Pretend | @/g0ldendesiree

the boundaries blur between fake dating and what’s real when garrett gets jealous.

BREAKFAST SOUP | @edawgz

Garrett Graham loves that you’re an academic weapon. Well… he loves it until finals week rolls around and suddenly your textbooks are your first love.

mr. perfect | @aliahsarchives

when you’re partnered up with a football player for a class project, garrett can’t help but want you in his sights 24/7.

girls in matching yoga sets don't play | @grahamsangel44

Between Sets | @theunwrittenmoments

You agreed to start going with Garrett to the gym because between hockey practice, games and your work schedule, you have limited time together. Garrett spends the entire time watching you instead of his own training plan before his jealousy gets the best of him.

Fall into you | @girlontheruin

after a nasty fall on the ice, you return many months later to find out a certain hockey player’s stolen your usual slot. Where in Garrett Graham collides with you and your whole world falls down.  Garrett Graham x Figure Skater!Reader

Heating Pad & Hockey Boyfriend | @andy-15-07

PROFESSOR’S DAUGHTER | @darkkdamsel00

Garrett Graham, Briar’s star hockey player, breaks every rule he’s ever had when he falls hard for his strict literature professor’s daughter.

edge of the earth | @finelinevogue

the off campus house is having a party but you're not feeling it. luckily your boyfriend lives there and so you retreat to his bedroom (your safe space)

garrett graham one shot | @kooksandpearls

Laundry Day… | @grahamsangel44

Perfect For Me | @jaylalolz

you lose your virginity to the Garrett Graham. 

breaking point, part two | @pucksandpower

Garrett is supposed to hate you by association. You’re dating his rival. You’re wearing the wrong colors. But he doesn’t look at you like you’re the enemy, he looks at you like he’s seeing something everyone else has learned to ignore. And when you run out of places to hide, his number is the only one you can think to call

Caught Looking | @/andy-15-07

Study Date Disaster | @/andy-15-07

spin me in circles | @/finelinevogue

it's your birthday and your boyfriend won't stop kissing you for more than a minute. safe to say, he's obsessed with you.

Off The Market (Current Boyfriend Trend) | @/theunwrittenmoments

When you stumble across the current boyfriend trend on TikTok, you and Allie decide it’s the perfect opportunity to prank your boyfriends. They didn’t find it nearly as funny as you did. Garrett’s response though? That was unexpected.

𐙚 Beau Maxwell

Bad Idea Right? | @/g0ldendesiree

what's the worst thing that could happen when you start seeing your brothers best friend?

Little Black Dress | @/g0ldendesiree

beau knows the rules, but that doesn’t stop him when someone else tries hitting on you.

You, Me, and Her | @/andy-15-07

thats not very heroic | @deansbrat

LOML [chapter 1] | @disco-occasionally-wp

Their bond that transcends logic, their bond that allowed them to be The Freak Quick Duo, and perform the Fast Attack - wasn’t born from partnership. It was rivalry.

Kagehina is the thesis, shall we say, of Haikyuu.

Haikyuu, at it’s core, it’s not about winning a volleyball match. It is, and always will be, about playing volleyball. That’s what it is most interested in. Showing characters loving, falling in love and playing volleyball.

Don’t get it twisted, there’s nothing more important to Haikyuu than this idea that playing Volleyball is fun! Hinata himself, is the concentration of that idea.

But, in the first episode, a fundamental truth is revealed in Kitawa Daichi’s match, that Hinata Shouyo internalizes all throughout the series: If you want to keep playing, you have to keep winning.

Kageyama says it best himself “Only the strong remain in the court”.

This is why winning is important.

In other animes, winning is either a way for the main character to prove their own ideals, or for the anime to reinforce it’s own premise. Think about Kuroko No Basket, where winning against the Miracle Crew is more or less a way for Kuroko to prove their way of playing basketball is fundamentally flawed. That you cannot play basketball with one person. You need a team.

In Okiku Furikabute, winning is a way for Misahi (and Abe) to prove that he’s a skilled player.

Even in places like Free! Winning a race is a way to prove one person right, and the other wrong. That certain ideals are flawed, or that a particular outlook in life is lacking.

In Haikyuu, however, it’s different.

Winning is a way for everyone to keep playing.

While yes, they also use winning and losing to prove an ideal right or wrong - in particular the Shiratorizawa match comes to mind, in where Ushijima’s worldview of “fertile land vs the concrete” resonates with one of the core themes seen in Haikyuu - it’s one that is used less so than other animes. Mostly because (again aside from Ushijima) worldviews aren’t meant to be proven right or wrong. It’s not that Hinata or even Karasuno’s worldview or ideals should prevail: They’re all simply different ideas. Different strategies to keep winning. And losing doesn’t mean that the ideas are forever lost, or lose validity. It means they need work.

(Oikawa’s ideals are proven valid, and worthy of consideration. It is not a flawed idea what makes him lose, it’s simply a matter of the ball falling in one side of the net. Nekoma’s match is nothing about ideals, it’s simply about making Kenma admit he’s having fun in a match. Losing is not about flawed ideals or lack of talent, it boils down to a single fraction of a second mistake).

This is further proved by the fact that, at the very last Karasuno match: they lost. They didn’t become the idea, or worldview that dominated the nationals. Because that was never the story that Haikyuu was interested in telling.

Winning here, is not the point.

The point: Volleyball.

I have never seen a sports anime that is so in love, with its own sport.

Not the fictional version of the sport, mind you, in ways that perhaps Kuroko no Basket or Grappler Bakki would. That is to say, taking the original concept of that sport, and stretching it and distorting it to ridiculous lengths (which, btw, doesn’t mean the author themselves doesn’t love the sport - but that they’re way more fascinated with telling outlandish stories with building blocks they adore).

Haikyuu, though, loves volleyball.

It loves the adrenaline of running across the field to receive a ball, it loves the sweat, the heat, the burn in your arms when you receive, it loves the jumping and the blocking, and finds pleasure in the thrill of the win.

That’s why it’s able to suck you in. You’re seated at the edge of your seat watching frantically the ball, hoping it doesn’t touch the ground - in the exact same way I know playing real volleyball feels like.

So, while worldviews and ideals exist, that’s not the center of the story.

Volleyball is. And particular, this thrill and need to keep playing it.

Winning is framed, not as ideas winning over the other, but a means to an end. That end being, a need to keep playing.

Haikyuu is so in love with its own sport, with volleyball, that the worst possible outcome isn’t to lose but to stop playing.

Okay, not really.

Haikyuu is about the love of the sport - but it’s more broadly about passions (and how the manga is passionate about the sport).

About how we fall in love with things that bring us joy, and the lengths we would go to keep chasing those passions.

Tsukisima is a great example of it. His character arc revolves around finding passion and love for the sport. That's why I love the tsukiyama’s “pride” scene.

It asks, “why would you care about something? Why would you wanna put your all into a hobby, when you know it may get you nowhere?”

Tsukishima keeps thinking about volleyball as “just a club”. Something not worth caring. Why would you, when volleyball may not become your career? You can put your all into it, and still your effort won’t be enough to land you on the regulars?

And the problem here isn't that Tsukishima thinks of it as “just a club”. (We find out in the epilogue that Nishinoya didn’t go pro. To him, volleyball was just a club, and never a long term thing. Which is not framed negatively. In fact, it’s very much a positive framing. He may not have gone pro, but he carried volleyball in him as he explores the world).

It’s his inability to admit that he cares. Because admitting he cares, that he wants to be good at it, be a regular, and keep playing, means being vulnerable. It means the probability of (just like his brother) being benched. It means accepting that “giving it your all” might not be enough.

So, he asks:

Why would I “give it my all”, when it might not be enough? When we could still lose?

To what Yamaguchi answers, “pride”.

It means, “because if you go home, knowing you could have won and losing because you didn’t try, is embarrassing”.

It’s not embarrassing to care, or try to be good at something. In fact, trying to act like you don’t care or giving a half-hearted attempt when you care, is the embarrassing part.

Haikyuu encourages you to continue pursuing your passions. Not because you might win. Not because there’s a greater meaning to winning, or being the ‘best’, or the top number one. No.

It doesn’t matter if you don’t win, what matters is that you keep trying. That if you love something, you keep doing that. That no matter what you do, you do it because you genuinely wanna keep going.

It also says that, whatever you’re passionate about, ‘winning’ or ‘keeping it with you’ may not look the same. Some characters went pro, some didn’t. Some play it in their free time, some become teachers, other influencers, some other physical therapists, etc.

It’s all about following your passions, whatever form they may take.

But, in particular, Hinata Shouyo’s life itself revolves around volleyball.

To him, the worst possible outcome is to stop playing.

That’s why, up until his last match, losing was the worst thing that could happen. Because losing meant to stop playing.

Winning doesn’t mean something, aside from the ability to keep playing.

Or as Kageyama puts it in the very first episode, “only the strong remain in the court”.

That becomes the mantra that rules Hinata Shouyo’s life.

And here’s the thing that makes Kagehina the core of the story:

Haikyuu never assumes that an opponent will forever exist.

Metaphysically speaking, this is because at the time that Haikyuu started Volleyball wasn’t popular. Finding someone who would like or want to play volleyball wasn’t easy. Furudate’s explicit purpose for writing Haikyuu is to get more people to play Volleyball.

Because sometimes, you don’t have anyone who to play with.

Most sports anime focus on the idea that “playing together” means playing in the same team. This is for two main reasons.

Number one, things like basketball football or baseball are popular enough that you’ll always have someone to play against. Grab a ball, make up your own rules and you can play basically anywhere with anyone. Volleyball though…In my personal experience, it’s super hard to convince someone to even agree to a friendly net-less training.

And second, the way that they operate is, that the only true way to meet your equal is if you make such a great team that by playing together you always win. You’ll always have people who will want to beat you, so the only way to ‘play together’ is by being in the same team.

Haikyuu is different.

From the moment it starts, there’s this idea that finding an opposing team is the hardest part of it all. Unlike most animes that assumes there will ALWAYS be a more powerful person, and you’re always the under dog, Haikyuu never takes for granted a powerful enemy to play against.

Hinata starts, with no one to play volleyball with.

In Haikyuu, “no one to play with” means “no one on the other side of the net”.

It doesn’t mean ‘I don’t have a team’, it means ‘I don’t have someone to play against’.

What Hinata always needed, was not someone to play in his team. It was someone to play against.

His poor receives are because of it.

Short story: Back in my HS days I played volleyball. I had a friend who was just as crazy about volleyball as me. We would spend hours playing 1v1. Because of that, my receives were really good. The one thing you practice in a 1v1 is receives.

But Hinata never had someone on the other side of the net to help him practice that. Because he never had anyone to play against!

In the early episodes, this is framed as a problem of not having a team. It is presupposed by Hinata that once he has a team that will be solved.

But Kageyama comes in and says ‘no. Your problem isn’t that you have a bad team, it’s that you’re bad at the game’.

For the record, he is right. Hinata is terrible at receives, which is a basic component of the game.

“Only the strong remain in the court” is reframed as the biggest issue. To keep playing, you need to be good. Hinata needs to be good to keep playing.

That’s the basis of most of Haikyuu. All the way to the nationals.

He comes to the conclusion that, if he wants to keep playing he has to be the best. Which ends with the self-destruction scene of him getting a fever. He was so obsessed with winning, that he forfeited his well-being, which caused him to lose. To stop playing.

The moral of it all, at the end, is that you keep trying. You have to keep trying to best yourself, and continue pursuing what you love. That you take those failures and keep going, all while caring for yourself.

It’s no longer “be the best”, but more “be the best version of yourself”. Keep challenging yourself and keep trying to win. But if you don’t win, you take those failures and think of a way to win next time.

Losing is not the end of the world, but a chance to better yourself.

Which is a very sweet message.

Then Kageyama’s backstory comes in, and you realize that this was always a story about these two.

Kageyama’s side of the story talks about the opposite.

If Hinata’s story is about how not being strong enough is a frustrating and lonely path, Kageyama’s is about how being too strong is also a lonely path.

What happens when you have reached all your potential? What happens when you hit a ceiling, and you want to keep going?

Yes, part of his story arc is about how his loneliness is caused by an inability to connect with others. Demanding too much from others, and never giving up control. It’s about his ‘selfish’ style, that demands from others and refuses to accommodate people who may be less talented or have other priorities.

And while, yes, part of that issue is ‘fixed’ by Kageyama being more open and flexible when it comes to playing styles - Hinata is a huge part of his arc (as is Kageyama to Hinata’s).

Hinata is the only one who would follow him. He’s the only one that would race him, who would play 1v1 for hours.

Because he’s the only one who matches his passion.

It’s even highlighted in this scene, where Kageyama acknowledges his selfish play style that demands from others as much as he demands himself - and rather than turning away from it, Hinata embraces.

In whereas Hinata very bluntly tells him that, said play style is undeniably cool. That his passions, his drive and his desire to control the court (a control born from wanting to play more volleyball) is not a flaw. But it’s instead something to look up to.

Because it matches Hinata’s own passion and drive.

Kagehina were never meant to be in the same team, at least not in the long run. Because, what it is shown at the very last part of the manga, is that to keep playing you don’t need to be the strongest. You don’t need to win.

What you need, is to find someone to play with. Someone to play against.

As long as you find someone who’ll want to play, for as long as you do, as long as you find someone as passionate as you for that which you love, you’ll always be able to keep playing.

Haikyuu is about passions, yes. But first and foremost it’s about passion for volleyball specifically. A game that cannot be played alone.

What kagehina represents in the last chapter is “keep playing”.

If Hinata’s story was about how “keep trying to be the best version of yourself, because if you do you’ll get to keep playing”.

Kageyama’s is about how “keep playing even alone, because someone even better will come along, and you’ll get to play for even longer”.

Kagehina were always mean to keep playing. But if they’re on the same side of the net, if they’re a team, then one day will come when they’ll win everything together. And eventually, like Kageyama did in middle school, hit a ceiling they can’t overcome.

But if they’re competing against each other, then they’ll always keep chasing after another. They’ll become even better by constantly challenging one another. By always trying to one up the other, by always trying to win against an opponent of equal passion and drive, they’ll become stronger. Together.

By being rivals, by being on opposite sides of the net, they’ll keep playing.

Forever.

Kagehina were never meant to be teammates. Being partners is too shallow of a connection to people as driven as they are. They need to be rivals. Always pushing each other to become better, to be stronger.

Because that’s what Haikyuu is about.

It’s not only a story about passions, and what we’ll do to chase after them.

It’s about how that passion can be at it’s most powerful, when you get to share it with other people.

It’s about how losing can be as rewarding as winning, when you get to keep playing.