He/They/She. Come praise our dark carrion. The fetid goat and the Trojan of sin. Join me in making this world pay for what they did to us. we won't be the scapegoat anymore.
Very basic, but mostly just a bio that isn't needlessly cryptic.
Tldr: 20yo, he/them/She, bisexual/pan, nonbinary/agender, furry, punk, metalhead, bass player, auADHD, a bit of a deviant, bit of a twat and bit of a tripper.
TW: I am very open about my sexual desires and drug use and I believe the more honest you are with this sort of thing the better. my kinks are too vague to accurately describe so be prepared for anything, and with drugs I mainly like hallucinogens and downers.
DNI: Anyone that is hateful or abusive, piss off. EVERYONE should be welcome and EVERYONE should be cared for, and if you believe otherwise, then respectfully, go fuck yourself. This includes but is not limited to: Homophobes, transphobes, misogynists, misandrists, hypocrites, ai supporters, anyone that kinkshames, abusers and anyone who looks down on drug users.
That and people under sixteen (or age of consent wherever you are but 16 is the general rule.) probably don't. This isn't exactly an NSFW blog but I post what's on my mind and sometimes I'm horny or high or both. I know some of you have already been exposed to this sort of thing but I'm not comfortable with DMing minors.
I'm a nineteen year old bisexual/pansexual (I just say bi because I just prefer it tbh), who is currently playing around with my gender identity, I'm masc presenting and don't really hold too much weight around pronouns so I'm all good with most pronouns, but generally I just use he/them for myself. But yeah, call me Az or Azazel or something, I don't really care, go hard.
I'm mostly a musician and play bass but also enjoy kinda playing around with writing and creating OCs. (Which do please ask me about. I will yap your ear off but I don't really care.) That and you'll learn that I have a weird connection to my instruments, me tending to personify anything that kinda has its own personality and voice. (Which also ask me about them, they're the closest things to children that I would ever want and they all have their own unique personalities.)
I should mention that this isn't exactly a NSFW blog, though occasionally I do post or comment or ask things that are NSFW. In which case I'd say that as much as generally I'm relatively tame, I'd prefer minors to steer clear of interacting with this account, or at least the more... Depraved thoughts that I post. As this is mostly a thought journal, for me and sometimes the thoughts are weird.
I really want to encourage people to interact through. (Like within reason, of course.) Like I love talking to people as much as I am horrible at talking to people first. Ask about my OCs, or my music, or my instruments, or my sona. I love yapping about that sort of stuff. (Though a quick aside, I'm not in the market for art of my sona, or my OCs, or anything, A, I have a friend for that and B, I'm a poor college student, I don't have commission money.)
When itching towards the NSFW side of me. I'm very recently single but I'm not looking for anyone at the moment. I'm happy to playflirt or talk about sex stuff openly because I subscribe to the belief that talking about it is healthier than just sitting on it. I'm into being submissive bottom but enjoy being loud and brash when I want to. I may look like the epitome of the guy that sells weed in a gas station but am moving away from that to something between scene, emo and punk, and maybe just a little more androgynous if I may.
I tend to just post whatever I make or just whatever is on my mind, if I've made something or gone out I might post photos or videos. But really I'm on Tumblr because it's a relatively fresh start away from my actual life where I can post my weirder thoughts that would garner weird looks from my mates. That and if you know me in real life, I don't really want to know about it. Honestly if one of you finds this account, then just pretend you didn't. You don't need to tell me.
Also I'm going to sneak a sneaky bit of shameless self promotion in here at the end. Go check out the band, we're 'MERCY KILLING'. We've only got one single out at the moment but keep your fingers on the pulse of it because we've got an album on the way, we're just awaiting recording and funding for said recording. I can't really give an opinion but if you're into metal, check out 'k!ll g0d'.
Hope you guys are doing well. To all of my moots, have a good one and remember to wish your plug goodnight.
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My specific cocktail of neurodivergency has always been the absolute bane of my existence. Particularly my ADHD and dyslexia practically stopping me from enjoying books period. Like I hear friends talking about books and fanfics they really enjoyed and I'm just sitting there physically unable to enjoy anything longer than like a few pages. Like a chapter takes over an hour to finish and by then the pacing is fucked and my attention is gone. I'm stuck with audiobooks, comics and short stories even though I'd love to get lost in a really good book or story. And as much as that's the main issue along with all of the other shit ADHD decides it wants to throw at me like attention issues and the worst caffeine addiction anyone has ever seen, my body decided it fitting to throw in just enough autism to make it so that even if I'm handling my ADHD, I'm still not fucking normal. It's not something I like to romanticize. Sure, I wouldn't be who I am without it but that's the same thing with trauma as well. Like sure it builds character but that doesn't mean I wanted it. Like my inability to read anything longer than a few pages is really fucking annoying and I'm fucking stuck here. I hate it. Let me read my fanfiction without wanting to peel my skin off because of how long it's taking to get anywhere. Like there's a distinct difference between not wanting to learn to read and hence not being good at it and wanting to but due to some fuckass conditions, physically not being able to. Like dyslexia friendly fonts kinda work but they're not enough for the severity of my dyslexia and they do nothing about the ADHD.
Been looking for good queer furry fluff comics recently. I just finished the first season of 'blades of furry', (would 100% recommend if furry yaoi is your thing.) but I don't know of too many more good furry comics like that. I have looked around but nothing has really gotten me hooked like that one. Do note, I am aware of AO3 for people's fanfic and I bet there's a bunch of really good stuff on there but the combination of dyslexia and ADHD makes reading anything a horribly boring task, like there's no story that seems to outdo the fact that it takes me over an hour to read a chapter and my attention is already long gone so comics, audiobooks and very short stories are my only viable options annoyingly. Does anyone have any good suggestions?
Note: I don't hate reading as a hobby. I very much understand the effects of a good book. I wish I could read but I'm physically unable to hold attention for long enough, especially since due to being a diagnosed dyslexic the pacing of any piece of text is ruined and slowed down to a halt by my own inability to read at a reasonable speed. I really wish I could, I love the concept and would do it all the time if I could it's just been borderline miserable every time I've tried to force myself to do so.
Today I learned that one of the plants I deal with at work causes severe rashes on contact with the sap. No one felt it necessary to tell me this, so after cutting myself up on a bunch of roses I decided to cut this flax looking plant, (agapanthus for those interested.) and I was elbow deep in them and my arm was absolutely covered in the sap. Only after it started burning did I realize that it was poisonous, now I have a giant red rash on my arm along with all spots from rose thorns.
Having a friend that is also a furry has been the best thing for my sona's lore. Like they ask questions and make suggestions and shit and all of a sudden my sona has a partner who is their adoptive extrovert and is into punk where my sona is a prog fan but due to them being together they have started listening to a bit of punk and really like ska as a guilty pleasure. The only caviaut is that that friend has to be both autistic and a bit ADHD but this is the furry community, that's not particularly hard to find lol.
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Now, is this depression seasonal or am I just emotionally and physically burnt out and exhausted. My boss has noticed me slowing down and I think it's getting on their nerves.
I just learned this and I need to curse you guys with this as well.
Kesha is just punk that was made with synth.
Same with Die Antwood just with nu metal instead of punk.
Add guitar to Kesha and you get a female fronted punk band like Bikini kill or blondie, and if you do the same to Die Antwood you get something nearly equivalent to Limp Bizkit style nu metal.
If I'm to be cursed with this knowledge then you have to be too. Sorry not sorry. >:3
Here I go again, I'm back on my bullshit. My ADHD has remembered that this app exists. Expect approximately five to ten posts in quick succession and to not hear from me for who knows how long lol.
Actually realistically two to three posts unless I miraculously remember this app in the morning but lol. I'm here now and if you ever expect consistency from me then you greatly underestimate the extent of my ADHD lol.
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Love how people will find a way to turn nearly anything into an OC. I aspire to the sort of creativity and or pareidolia to turn inanimate objects into characters. I could easily see myself writing pages about some of these characters if I didn't already have multiple different worlds that I'm currently working on simultaneously lol. Nothing is ever going to get finished or I'm going to get medicated and everything is going to get finished at the same time. No in-between.
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I only seem to come to this app constantly when I'm either sleep deprived, depressed and or intoxicated. Too bad I've been in a happy relationship with a stable job that requires me to be awake at normal hours and haven't been too interested in the half a bottle of gin in my fridge lol.
Here I go again, I'm back on my bullshit. My ADHD has remembered that this app exists. Expect approximately five to ten posts in quick succession and to not hear from me for who knows how long lol.
Actually realistically two to three posts unless I miraculously remember this app in the morning but lol. I'm here now and if you ever expect consistency from me then you greatly underestimate the extent of my ADHD lol.
