w/ wild cherry

They want me to do digital (cause it's the "new age") but I'm just starting to actually love TV. Hayy life. So unpredictable.

Akala ko buong buhay ko dedicated sa paginom sa may Cubao X or sa Tomato Kick Maginhawa... and look at me now I'm about to buy a house. Kung paano nangyari yun, di ko sure beh.

Yesterday, I didn't know what to do with my crying infant after trying everything. So I belly rubbed him. And I have concluded that infants are not dogs.

To Tyler, I don't know if I will be a "good mom" because I'm pretty sure I will still say shit / fck a lot and that's not nice in front of kids. I will not give you an iPad because you got to live life. I think you may miss school days because me and your father will not wake up on time to drop you off school. I also don't like cartoons but I will try to watch it with you. I will embarrass you on the internet --for sure. But I'm good with clothes so you'll be okay. I just don't know right now how to change diapers that quick and how to bathe you properly. Anyway, I promise you will laugh everyday. If there's one thing that I'm sure about in this world it's --life is a big joke. And if you take that by heart you'll understand that everything is pointless and it's funny and the very best thing about the pointlessness of everything is that you can experience everything and there's plenty of emotions in between. Emotions are good. And art and music and poetry and a lot more. You have to be strong because weak is not in your genes. And we will teach you how to be courageous and to be honest and to be humble. Most certainly I know you'll teach us those things too. Above all, from what I remember Gerber tastes good. Enjoy. Love, Your Mother

As I just wait for the baby to pop out of my lady part, I have realized that this is it. This is the start of continuous worrying for the rest of my life. Every kick, every response means a lot to me now and it will also be like this when he's 13 years old and pls reply to your mother who's constantly bugging you through text jesus christ! Tell me what time will you go home even when you're 30 and out in the club. But now I need you to have a party in my tummy first honey.