Welcome.

yes i stay up at night because my life’s devoid of meaning

nothing is more heartbreaking than when you try your hardest and it still isnt enough

It really hurts my heart that I genuinely do not believe that another person is capable of loving me. Who put that in my head and why the fuck did it stick?

i wish i had known that being in your twenties came with so much loneliness

Reblog for soup girl

REBLOG FOR SOUP GIRL‼️

you will feel so alive again.. like so incredibly alive. i dont know when that will be but it will be. u are gonna feel so alive that ur cheeks hurt from smiling oh man oh man i promise that day is coming. you do have a future, you do have good things coming, and you’ll survive everything that’s thrown at you until you reach that day

Is it just me or does having a positive interaction with a stranger scratch a very particular itch? I think it's the reassurance that the world is not split solely into people who already love you and people who never will.

I think we need more radical acceptance that some people dislike us for reasons that make sense for their life experience. and we need to do this in a way that doesn't paint us as misunderstood victims because the fact of the matter is everyone is annoying to someone. you can't avoid that. and if someone is annoyed by you they aren't wrong about you being annoying and unlikable to them. the sooner we accept this the sooner we accept ourselves. we don't even like ourselves most of the time so why should we expect other people to uncritically enjoy every aspect of us regardless of our own internal struggle with our own extreme contrasts

im like [discovers song] and my brains like ok u will listen to nothing but this for at least three days straight

i just have this persistent feeling of “i’m not doing enough” combined with “i don’t have the energy to do anything” and it just really fucking sucks

ok i’ve washed my hair and put on a big t shirt there is no mental illness in this body

no such thing as wasting your 20s your 20s are for recovering from whatever the fuck happened to you as a kid so that youre ready to get weird with it in your 30s