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Anonymous said: Could I request Gavin wearing a gag, please? Any kind you like!

HEY IT’S A GIVEAWAY!

Hey guys, I finally got around to posting the giveaway post! So you’re probably wondering what it is that I’m giving away? Simple, it’s a total of $50 worth of anything in the Rooster Teeth store. WHAAAAA?! That’s right, as long as it’s $50 or less, be it a couple shirts, maybe a poster, or even all the buttons that they sell. Now there are a few rules to this giveaway:

Giveaway ends November 21st. It makes it right before Thanksgiving and everyone has time to enter.

This is for my followers only.  You have to be following me in order to enter. There are 10,000 of you after all so I know there will be plenty of people who will see this.

It is US Only due to work messing up my pay, sorry international folks <3

It is going to be random, The randomizer that I have picked out counts one reblog only.

You have to be comfortable with giving me your full name and address for shipping. Also have your inbox open and respond to me within 24 hours. I will have a back-up picked just in case.

Happy RTExtraLife2015 everyone! :D and holy fuck DOESN’T THAT POSTER LOOK LIKE EVERY RT TRASHCAN’S WET DREAM??

Everyone wants this poster, but there are some people who may not be able to get it for whatever reason, and I know that feel :(

So I’m doing a giveaway of a 2015 Extra Life poster for someone who really want it but can’t get it :)

Rules:

Do NOT have to be following me since this is in the spirit of being charitable, however if you’re interested in the poster you’d probably be interested in my blog, seeing as 99% of my posts are RT.

PLEASE DON’T ENTER IF YOU’RE ALREADY GETTING THE POSTER ON YOUR OWN (cause if you win a poster you don’t need and there’s someone who doesn’t have one and could have gotten one, you’re an asshole) THIS IS FOR PEOPLE WHO CAN’T GET IT BUT WANT IT. There’s nothing stopping you from entering if you’re already getting one, but please don’t be a dickwad. You can like/reblog to signal boost, just mention in the tags that you are.

Like and reblog as many times as you want. Winner will be chosen randomly. However, it’s your own fault if you spam your followers and they hate you. Also no giveaway blogs.

Winner will be picked at 8 PM EST on November 7th. Need to respond within THE NEXT TWO HOURS to get their prize before I redraw. Since you can only buy the poster in a limited time slot, I’ll need to make sure I get their info ASAP. (You’re all going to be online watching the stream, anyways, you fucking nerds.)

Only shipping inside the US (it costs too much to ship elsewhere, I’m sorry D:)

Omg, yes! 

-Gavin is more submissive (I always like him in the submissive position but especially when his partner is shorter than him)

-They both like to dress in lingerie. Gavin likes to dress up his legs and Jeremy likes to bring attention to his broad shoulders. 

-They also both like to wear heels. Though Jeremy likes to wear them in non-sexual situations also (he may be confident about his height, but sometimes he likes to pretend, ok). Gavin just thinks they make his legs look amazing (especially combined with that one flowing skirt he has)

-Jeremy can and does hold Gavin against walls, and other objects, to fuck him. Have you seen those muscles. Of course he can. 

-Speaking of, Gavin loves to worship those muscles. It’s his form of dirty talk, talking about how impressive they are, how strong Jeremy is, all it feels to hold down by them and fucked into. 

-In GTA, Jeremy kind of acts like Gavin’s Sugar Daddy, though Gavin doesn’t really need it working for the FAHC. Basically, Jeremy likes to buy Gavin expensive things (especially now that he has money) and Gavin gets horny from it (especially if the things he buys are gold). 

-Jeremy once bought him a pair of sunglasses to replace the ones Gavin broke and the two of them didn’t leave their bed for two days. 

(2/?) And Gavin has lied to himself for so long, never let himself look at a hot guy across the room more than once, watching every single one of his own movements so that he doesn’t convey an attraction to males. It’s all subconscious until he meets Jeremy, his first real crush on a guy. And then he knows that he’s doing it. He knows he’s lying to everyone, including himself. And he hates liars, and cheaters, and hypocrites, and he’s all of them, and god does it hurt.

(3/?) So he leaves. In the morning, before Jeremy gets up, he grabs his clothes and leaves. He can’t drive, so he walks home, taking the longest route he can. He pays for a prostitute, something he’s never done, never thought to do, but he needs to make sure. That he can still do it. He cries. The hooker comforts him because she’s hurting too, and he apologizes. He pays her four times the price. And he leaves again. Leaves her to her fate. He’s losing himself in his thoughts, in himself

(4/?) He passes his apartment. He needs to talk, he knows it, needs to scream and punch the wall and tear at his clothes, rip out of his skin, because his ADHD is acting up, he’s overstimulated by everything, he needs to move, and the hooker wasn’t it. He finds himself knocking on Geoff’s door, and Geoff opens it, tired and hair mussed. A cute guy moves past Gavin, and Geoff waves with a small smile, giving him cash. As a tip, he says. And Gavin pushes Geoff to the floor, he’s angry, furious.

(5/?) Geoff is shocked at the look Gavin is giving him, his eyes full of a rage to rival Ryan’s, one he’s never seen in all his years of knowing the young hacker. And Gavin’s fists are clenched and he starts yelling horrible, horrible things at Geoff, insulting him, bringing up things they both swore to never bring up, the memories associated too painful for Geoff, and Geoff turns red. He stands, growing in his anger. Gavin may scare Geoff at that moment, but Gavin is afraid of Geoff more.

(6/?) As soon as Geoff opens his mouth Gavin is sobbing, holding his stomach, and he can’t, he can’t do it, he’s going to rip himself apart. Geoff opens his arms, and Gavin falls into them, and Geoff holds him tight, and Gavin is sobbing into his chest, and Geoff doesn’t say anything, doesn’t want to, doesn’t need to, he knows that Gavin is in pain, that’s enough to hold him tight, and Gavin feels like he’s breaking apart and Geoff is keeping him together, the only thing keeping him together.

(7/?) Geoff is whispering softly, lowly, soothing things, petting his light blonde hair and tracing shapes in his back. He freezes when there’s a pair of lips on his chest. And then another. Moving up. He looks down and Gavin is kissing up his neck, tears still flowing freely, and Geoff’s heart breaks, he can’t do this, can’t make Gavin admit who he is, and Gavin works up to his chin, and he looks up at Geoff with watery eyes, a parted mouth, and an expression that Geoff can’t quite describe.

(8/?) It’s an expression of pain. Not physical. A pain of lacking. Of lacking something he’s never experienced, never known, but he wants to know it, he needs to know it, it hurts so bad not knowing what it is he wants, and what it feels like. Geoff’s mind clicks as Gavin’s hands twitch of their own hyper volition, grasping and trying to pull, pull Geoff’s warmth closer, pull something closer, anything. Geoff needs to help, he owes Gavin that much, and he’s taking Gavin’s chin and kissing gently

(9/?) Gavin gasps, and his hands scramble for a second in practiced denial of homosexuality, but Geoff stays, gentle, against him. Every move is gently as Geoff sweeps Gavin to his room, laying him down and moving slowly, so slowly over him, prepping him, Gavin gasping, and moving inside him with the gentle nature of handling an egg. An hour after Gavin knocked on Geoff’s door, they lay there, Geoff spooning Gavin and gently kissing the ridge of his ear, his arms wrapped around the tan waist.

(10/?) Gavin isn’t crying, he’s out of tears to cry, he’s lying there, feeling Geoff’s warmth, his care, and it’s what he was lacking, what he needed. A gentle hand, gentle motions, a gentle push to calm him, to silence his mind, to care. Really, truly care. About his wellbeing. And Geoff doesn’t want to date Gavin, that’s the farthest thing from his mind. He wants to care. Make his friends happy. No matter the steps needed to get there. He can feel Gavin’s hands on his waist after they’re gone.

(2/?) And Gavin has lied to himself for so long, never let himself look at a hot guy across the room more than once, watching every single one of his own movements so that he doesn’t convey an attraction to males. It’s all subconscious until he meets Jeremy, his first real crush on a guy. And then he knows that he’s doing it. He knows he’s lying to everyone, including himself. And he hates liars, and cheaters, and hypocrites, and he’s all of them, and god does it hurt.

(3/?) So he leaves. In the morning, before Jeremy gets up, he grabs his clothes and leaves. He can’t drive, so he walks home, taking the longest route he can. He pays for a prostitute, something he’s never done, never thought to do, but he needs to make sure. That he can still do it. He cries. The hooker comforts him because she’s hurting too, and he apologizes. He pays her four times the price. And he leaves again. Leaves her to her fate. He’s losing himself in his thoughts, in himself

(4/?) He passes his apartment. He needs to talk, he knows it, needs to scream and punch the wall and tear at his clothes, rip out of his skin, because his ADHD is acting up, he’s overstimulated by everything, he needs to move, and the hooker wasn’t it. He finds himself knocking on Geoff’s door, and Geoff opens it, tired and hair mussed. A cute guy moves past Gavin, and Geoff waves with a small smile, giving him cash. As a tip, he says. And Gavin pushes Geoff to the floor, he’s angry, furious.

(5/?) Geoff is shocked at the look Gavin is giving him, his eyes full of a rage to rival Ryan’s, one he’s never seen in all his years of knowing the young hacker. And Gavin’s fists are clenched and he starts yelling horrible, horrible things at Geoff, insulting him, bringing up things they both swore to never bring up, the memories associated too painful for Geoff, and Geoff turns red. He stands, growing in his anger. Gavin may scare Geoff at that moment, but Gavin is afraid of Geoff more.

(6/?) As soon as Geoff opens his mouth Gavin is sobbing, holding his stomach, and he can’t, he can’t do it, he’s going to rip himself apart. Geoff opens his arms, and Gavin falls into them, and Geoff holds him tight, and Gavin is sobbing into his chest, and Geoff doesn’t say anything, doesn’t want to, doesn’t need to, he knows that Gavin is in pain, that’s enough to hold him tight, and Gavin feels like he’s breaking apart and Geoff is keeping him together, the only thing keeping him together.

(7/?) Geoff is whispering softly, lowly, soothing things, petting his light blonde hair and tracing shapes in his back. He freezes when there’s a pair of lips on his chest. And then another. Moving up. He looks down and Gavin is kissing up his neck, tears still flowing freely, and Geoff’s heart breaks, he can’t do this, can’t make Gavin admit who he is, and Gavin works up to his chin, and he looks up at Geoff with watery eyes, a parted mouth, and an expression that Geoff can’t quite describe.

(8/?) It’s an expression of pain. Not physical. A pain of lacking. Of lacking something he’s never experienced, never known, but he wants to know it, he needs to know it, it hurts so bad not knowing what it is he wants, and what it feels like. Geoff’s mind clicks as Gavin’s hands twitch of their own hyper volition, grasping and trying to pull, pull Geoff’s warmth closer, pull something closer, anything. Geoff needs to help, he owes Gavin that much, and he’s taking Gavin’s chin and kissing gently

(9/?) Gavin gasps, and his hands scramble for a second in practiced denial of homosexuality, but Geoff stays, gentle, against him. Every move is gently as Geoff sweeps Gavin to his room, laying him down and moving slowly, so slowly over him, prepping him, Gavin gasping, and moving inside him with the gentle nature of handling an egg. An hour after Gavin knocked on Geoff’s door, they lay there, Geoff spooning Gavin and gently kissing the ridge of his ear, his arms wrapped around the tan waist.

(10/?) Gavin isn’t crying, he’s out of tears to cry, he’s lying there, feeling Geoff’s warmth, his care, and it’s what he was lacking, what he needed. A gentle hand, gentle motions, a gentle push to calm him, to silence his mind, to care. Really, truly care. About his wellbeing. And Geoff doesn’t want to date Gavin, that’s the farthest thing from his mind. He wants to care. Make his friends happy. No matter the steps needed to get there. He can feel Gavin’s hands on his waist after they’re gone.

::angsts about it for hours::

::realizes that it’s literally my story that i control… and i can easily… change the ARBITRARY SMALL DETAIL THAT IS RUINING EVERYTHING…::

Jerevin sounds about right based on other ships. 

Until he does, when Geoff starts bringing them in more and more for heists (small that they may be, but they all know this is a big step to fully joining the crew, they all had to go through it). 

Gavin goes through his usual routine of first being shy around them and then being almost obnoxiously clingy before finally settling down into a comfortable middle. Matt’s smart and Jeremy’s funny and Gavin finds himself enjoying their company at weekly bevs. 

Then comes the Big Heist, where it’ll determine if Jeremy and Matt are ready for the big leagues. Jeremy is with the main six busting into the bank while Matt is directing from the sidelines. 

The thing is though, Gavin is usually the one on the sidelines, looking through the camera.  Which means he’s usually not involved with firefights. Not that he can’t hold his own, it just means he gets sloppy and doesn’t see the cop coming behind him, gun raised. 

Jeremy does. 

Jeremy doesn’t bother to shout a warning (it wouldn’t do any good). Just raises his own gun and gets the shoot off first. Gavin knows how close it was, how he almost lost his life. But he’s used to that, so the thought that he almost died passes away within the hour. The thought of Jeremy saving him doesn’t. 

Gavin was grateful, of course he was. But the thought of the way Jeremy kept his head, how calm he was when he asked if Gavin was ok and if he needed more ammo, just won’t leave him. 

Weeks go by and Gavin realizes, a bit annoyed, that he may have a crush, if the way his heart starts beating faster when he sees Jeremy or how he tries to do things to impress him or make him laugh is to go by.

(And Jeremy’s had a crush on Gavin since the beginning. He looked up to Gavin, when he was just a criminal-for-hire hoping to join the ranks of the crew, and it only got worse he officially joined. There was just something about the crew’s hacker, who acted so stupid and was so smart, who was supernaturally flexible yet once tripped on air, that got to him.)

(Geoff sees where this is going a few weeks into the two passing shy glances. He drinks an entire bottle of whiskey that night, hoping to god the two get their shit together and he doesn’t have to play cupid.)