Don't fxck with us

It’s been such a wild ride on this blog, this site, and I apologize I don’t really use this or touch it anymore. I’m not sure when my passion for RPing on here died, I’m not sure when my muses were lost to me, no longer able to be imaginative and creative. I’m trying to find those pieces and click them together, but depression is a bitch, life right now sucks, and I’m finding little to no time in between work and well everything else I enjoy doing. Livestreaming, reading, doodling, being healthier, doing things with my husband, spending time with my gf whenever we both get free time…all of its so much that I don’t have the time or attention for this blog really anymore. I know, I know. I come back for awhile and than leave again. Over and over and over…I apologize for it I really do. I’m not the best or easiest person to get along with most days, but I’m up for checking on people even when they don’t check on me. So I might just let this blog lay where it is at this point. If it matters you can find me on twitch, imvu, discord etc. just ask for my connections for those, or if I know you well enough my number. But I hope everyone stays doing good and living their best lives. I miss y’all a lot, keep your chins up and trudge through life the best you can.

Feeling much better, still fuzzy brain but apparently that’s normal to have after Covid crap. So yay I guess, but I’ll do replies when I’m on my laptop. Typing on my phone is just a pain to deal with and I like my extensions so I can customize threads more. But no worries I still have drafts. I’ll do the replies and if you wanna keep that thread going I’m up for it.

Ya know, I hope health crap is done. I’m off oxygen, thankfully. I had to get blood pressure/heart rate meds cause I was sitting at 140/95 for blood pressure (which is really bad) and my heart rate wouldn’t go lower than 108/120 at times even at rest. I had an infection in my gums shortly after, I got to get my wisdom teeth pulled still, I also got a stomach bug I’m thankfully over that now too…just gotta get stronger and stop being so exhausted all the time ;—; I also can’t have sodium over 1,500mg a day or my heart goes crazy. Lots of changes lately I wanted to keep people updated and to know I’ll be back and going after I recover a bit more. My body has been thru hell and back since I legit nearly died. I’m lucky to be here, and I’m going to keep getting better. ❤️

Yay I’m out of the hospital and feeling better. I got sent home with oxygen but at least I’m alive. 👻

Day, idk of Covid now. I can barley smell again, but my cough sucks and isn’t stopping much. I wish my fever would stop popping up randomly, I keep bouncing up to 101/102 and have to bring it back down. But eyyy I got this.

Feel free to spam my muses, I’m going to have a lot of free time on my hands since I can’t go back to work until the 14th.👻

My head cold turned into bronchitis which now I still can’t taste or smell anything and it makes me salty. Like I know if something is sweet or spicy but not the actual flavor. The heck body. Not to mention I keep going up in temps of like 101.6 and down again. Being sick is weird.