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Guess what? I think I am finally letting go of the idea of us.

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New Beginnings, Maybe?

I am now contemplating on making a new blog. But I dunno where to start. All i know is, it’s awkward to start posting about happier things in my life in this blog given my old entries. They were sad, to say the least.

It serves as a good reminder though, that once you are at your lowest, there’s no other way to go than up.

AM

How are you?

-AM

Because... I suddenly realized it. The way to get over you, isn't by hooking up with some random guy or pretending like we didn't happen. You and I loved each other. And then you broke my heart. I've been doing everything possible not to face that fact. I'm gonna kiss somebody someday, and when I do, it'll be for me.

Blair Waldorf, Gossip Girl: Dr. Estrangeloved

"Wala na bang bisa aking dalangin? Tinataboy na ba ng langit?"

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It has been a long time since i allowed myself to think about you.

Ang sakit sakit. Araw araw mas lumalala. Gusto ko nalang matulog hanggang isang araw, magising nalang ako na wala na akong maramdaman. Nawala ang pinaghirapan ko ng limang buwan. Bumalik ulit sa simula. Nabalewala yung sampung taon ng ganon ganon nalang. Sa loob ng tatlong buwan, kayang palitan. Pinaparamdam nya ba yung naramdaman nya noon? Hindi, hindi nya sinasadya. Gusto nya lang din maging masaya. Pero pano ako? Na hindi makagalaw, umaasa, nasasaktan? Paano ako, kung sya masaya na? Bathala ng mga bathala, ngayon lang, pakinggan mo ako. Ayaw ko ng makaramdam, ayaw ko na.

I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.

Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun

june 30, 2016

When you inked a sched on your planner and now it's a reminder of how much you hoped things will get better.

That is how you love unconditionally, you just love.

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Favorite Lines from “The Type “ by Sarah Kay

Being loved is not the same thing as loving. When you fall in love, it is discovering the ocean after years of puddle jumping. It is realizing you have hands. It is reaching for the tightrope when the crowds have all gone home. Do not spend time wondering if you are the type of women men will hurt. If he leaves you with a car alarm heart, you learn to sing along. It is hard to stop loving the ocean even after it has left you gasping — "salty." So forgive yourself for the decisions you've made. The ones you still call mistakes when you tuck them in at night and know this: Know you are the type of woman who is searching for a place to call yours. Let the statues crumble. You have always been the place. You are a woman who can build it yourself. You are born to build.

Only some men will want to learn what it feels like to curl themselves into a question mark around you.

The Type, Sarah Kay

The moral of the story is that you don't remember what happened. What you remember becomes what happened.

I am okay. I am okay being alone. I just want for my feelings, the love that remains, to just be gone. Because honestly, it is the only reason I am still hurting. This love that lingers is giving me hope that one day things will be okay and that we will still end up together. But I know it’s not gonna happen, and I just want to crush that feeling. I do not want to have hope.

Hope leads to longing, longing to sadness, and sadness eats me up.

She would have liked not to be alive, or to be always asleep.

Gustave Flaubert, Madame Bovary

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One's duty is to feel what is great, cherish the beautiful, and to not accept the conventions of society with the ignominy that it imposes upon us.

Gustave Flaubert, Madame Bovary

When i woke up 160601

Crowded concert with friends and there you are, protecting me from being pushed or pulled away. Giving me mint when i was woozy. There's a song playing in the background. I dunno what it was but the sound is familiar. I fixated on the song, i woke up.

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