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once again, I am being a big whiny baby because I agreed to do something for my parents that I didn’t particularly want to do, and am regretting it even more while my dad extends the endpoint of this responsibility further and further. good work Lemons

sometimes I think I look passable for ugly-normal, and sometimes I look at my arms and my face with fresh eyes and think, "oh, I don't even look like 'someone who was depressed as a teen, what a shame, happened to a lot of us', I look like a middle-aged lady who is actively hallucinating bugs."

anyway, I caught a cold or whatever from one of my twelve (12) family members I've been in close quarters with for the past two weeks. now I have to miss the Midsommer Qwok party for the black-crowned night heron ://///