Time to say goodbye
I donāt even know where to start, so Iāll just start off with this:
Hi, how are you all doing? I hope you guys are doing well. I know it has been a very VERY long time since Iāve posted, or have even been remotely active on this blog (itās been a year, I checked). I donāt know who is even still here at this point, but if you are, thank you for sticking around, I know I have a lot of explaining to do.Ā
I had this massive paragraph written about what the past year has been like for me, how Iāve changed and all this crap that honestly, I donāt think anyone really cares about. So let me just get to the point. Iām not going to use this blog anymore...like at all. I know Iād come back every once in a while and make promises about posting again that I clearly didnāt keep, so Iām just going to cut the bullshit and say that Iām done with this blog for good. There a few reasons why Iām doing this. The first reason, to simply put it, is that I donāt use bisexual as a label for myself anymore, it just doesnāt feel right for me. My entire experience with that can be a post in itself, but I just havenāt found the words to properly articulate that journey just yet. The second reason is that I just donāt have the time to regularly post on this blog anymore. I am a junior in high school now, Iām taking ap classes, Iām a part of multiple clubs, I have theatre, I have a job, and on top of that, Iām prepping for college. I donāt have the time (or the energy) that I had freshmen year when I first started this blog. I tried using the queue for a while, but even that became a lot to keep filling up when I ran out of posts.Ā
So what happens to the blog now?Ā To be honest, I was thinking about deactivating, Iām not sure if Iāll do that just yet. I made this blog to be a safe place for bisexuals and members of the lgbt+ community alike, and I still think it serves that purpose. People can still come here and use it as a safe place if they like. I just wonāt be here anymore.Ā
So thatās pretty much all I wanted to say. We had a good run here, and honestly, I had a lot of fun. Thank you to all my followers, people who sent in anons, dms, and all those who just kept up with the blog. I love and appreciate all of you so much. If you would like to keep up with me still, I am very active on Twitter (@/siwickidior). That is all, goodbye my friends, hope you all stay happy, healthy, and gay
- Ashley














