Your Friends Die

when your estranged step father sends your old emo teenager diary through the mail, but also you got your Ice Hockey tape on the same day so over all I’d say I’m pretty mixed on the day.

Achievement Unlocked: Kill a fifth before noon 

the hands reach up grab my throat, and tear the blood comes from my mouth I am drowning. there are tunnels and the black swallowing me. a pit opens before me I am in it. bones cracked. skin melting. I am drowning. kill me. my chest ripped reaching in and eating my insides. slowly feeding me to the demons. the heat in my skin slow gears turning I am no real person I am a machine. slowly acting out the commands I was given when I was made let me pass. let me rest.

where is my body? I’m floating in space the stars shimmer there is nothing real speak to me your words tether me to the Earth I’m floating away the world is a cloud of mist swallowed by the sky I’m floating away my body collapses we are becoming the glass the sand we were made from the heat between our bodies I’m a floating cloud the moment you stop to look I’ll be gone changing shape look and you’ll see my face I’ll be gone

EMBRACE IT