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More Artfight! We wish [Self Preservation] was more like Lux.
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We've been doing Artfight! Also, trying to get back into drawing period.
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(Sending this as anon instead of writing a comment so it doesn't have to be public and you can easily delete and ignore it if you prefer)
It seems like, by simple virtue of survival, December has come to consider herself the warden of the domain of ink, and she's taken on the job of granting/guiding others to what she may see as a mercy that was denied to her, or an inevitability that her exclusion from makes her feel like the avatar of. Maybe both. It seems like that she may be doing so out of some degree of sincere empathy, but it may have become tainted by jealousy over time.
My thought on why she's the only one left is that she was the first "whole" thing that ended up down there. Monsters and warped thoughts and partially formed people may have drowned or been overtaken by the ink, but she hasn't dissolved because she's a full person. We had a member of the system for a short while who ended up dissolving under pressure because she wasn't whole, but our newest has the strength to weather storms and maintain resolution in the face of severe emotional strain. It seems tragic that December may have had a more colorful identity and self before she ended up in the dark, and that regardless of whether she survived or not she became tainted by her surroundings, and her strongest remaining sense of identity may be to wield the corruption of the ink instead of trying to resist it. She may actually be just as affected by the ink as the others that plunge into it, she just survives better.
I sincerely hope that offering this thought isn't unwanted, I don't mean to try to armchair psychoanalyze, it's just kind of stuck in our head and it seemed like it might be insightful. My deepest apologies if it's off the mark, or it's unwelcome. 🙏
In full truth. We don't understand Whispers/December.
They seem to be strangely obsessed with April though... Nor do we really... Want to talk about what little we do know about them. The only thing we do know is that they seem happy, confident, and driven. Yet profoundly stilted in terms of goals.
Whispers is an apt name. Whispering the right thing, at the right time, to break a small crack into a flow of whatever emotion they want at any time.
No need to apologize. If anything, you're probably right in a lot of what you said. She seems to be strong, stronger than even [Self Preservation]. Been talking to us for a very, very long time.
We don't know if she's happy or not. Suffering... Or not.
In the end, we don't think they're going anywhere.
Hope you're having a good day.
-April / June
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Birthday 2026: Blueshift
We're a bit late. Still have to do Redshift. Though our birthday is over. Hopefully, this'll teach us to do things ahead of time.
It's a lot of research to do. But final vote was tallied. Bottom surgery, shall be schedule.
-April / June

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Birthday 2026: Blackshift
I can understand [SP], but Whispers!? You, we-we proved that we couldn't reason with them. They have one thing. They only talk about one thing. Why do you keep.
Just, go ahead. Don't get close. -June
I want... To believe in them. Not judge them on their worst qualities. I know everyone keeps calling me naïve and weak. But, just... I don't want anyone to hurt. Including her. -April
Birthday 2026: Greenshift
April keeps saying everyone deserves a gift. Fine. He get's a damn gift. At the very least, he gets what he wants. Once. Autonomy. He's either going to skyrim it, or use it in the perfect time to screw us. -June
I... I think he's going to use it for what he thinks is best. He's... Only made decisions to improve our life. Except for voting against transitioning. -April
My point exactly. Whatever, it isn't retroactive. Transitioning, is safe. -June
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Life at the Table
Table Top Role Playing Games... They're probably the only reason we have friends right now. Survived High School. Got to expand on our world building, kept motivation ignited and moving forward. Have something to live for week to week. These days, trying out new systems. Strategy, greater worlds. Even running more games ourselves. We'll definitely be doing comics of our past and current games and shuffle them into our release schedule. -April / June
(Disclaimer: We're going back and posting our older stuff onto this account. We're still on HRT. Upped our prog a bit. Couldn't be happier about it. Even if [SP] is being super grouchy about it.)
Finally, finally back on HRT.
Our life situation stabilized just barely enough to fit it into the budget.
A childish part of us feels the excitement. Exuberation that we will be physically what we are. Expectation for all the changes to happen quickly and noticeably. The reality is. It’s more comfortable. A soft calm. The feeling that our body will stop rotting due to the baseline biological functions of it.
So, now. We can hold onto the hope (and feeling of hormonal changes) as we walk forward.
A long journey. To now feel a level of relaxation in our own skin.
The full arts of both will be posted to our personal Reddit and socials.
- April / June
Growing Up Prideless
(Disclaimer: We're going back and posting our older stuff onto this account. We made this almost a year ago... Hoping that things would get better. That things would change. The heavy, scary aura would lessen. Just have to keep waiting.)
We keep saying that everyone has a light, a spark. Hold it up. Light the way so that others can see. Make the community bright enough that the pollution of hate can't dim it.
-April / June
Not a Monster
(Disclaimer: We're going back and posting our older stuff onto this account. I hate them. I really, really hate her. If I could actually get my hands on her I'd rip them apart. But they're immaterial. Liquid, infection. Touching the black waters jus. Infect you, like cold syrup, impossible to wash off. -June I'm scared of them. I hear them calling. Always calling. Speaking to me. They... They think I'm the fulcrum to get everyone else to fall into the darkness. I almost did... I almost turned off the lights... Why are they so kind. Why do they keep reaching for me. I just want the quiet. Not they're whispers. -April)
“I’m sure everyone has a thought about what eldritch beings or monsters roam their thoughts. The bigger problem is when they are SMART.” Disclaimer: Do not take anything ??? or “It” says as truth. Or trust it in any way.
Birthday Introspection 2025 | Dualshift
(Disclaimer: We're going back and posting our older stuff onto this account. (Not our birthday today. Though it will be quite soon. We'll probably do another comic like this.) A big balance, a system. Not that we like admitting that out in the physical world. April June [Self Preservation] We'd... Probably considering Whispers too. Some days... Especially of the past year. We considered what we'd be like if we had our own bodies. [Self Preservation] would certainly like that. He... Isn't a fan of what's happening. Trying to desynchronize us as much as possible. We've sort of come to the conclusion that we'd be a lot more unhappy. Or at the very least, somewhat codependent. I don't like admitting it. But I like having April to. Balance me somewhat. I guess. Balance out my hate and cynicism. Those creative highs she gets can go either way. In the end, I care for her. We had to get the strength to vote on our current path. -June I... Love June. I care about [SP]. If... Whispers is what she says she is, I hold some kindness for. But I keep falling into the darkness. Sparks falling like falling stars, or just my own neurotic tendencies creating Dark Sparks. I'd probably be dead... No I probably would have gotten us all killed if they hadn't dragged me out of the depths over and over again. I hate feeling like the most defective of us. But I'll try to give kindness to everyone. Be a light. -April We work together, try to be functional in a society which doesn't understand us. A birthday, marks a point where we celebrate each other. Everyone. Even those lost in the dark waters Whispers presides over. Mark down a year, may there be many more to come.)
We like the name AJ. But we generally go by June. Existing… Or trapped inside of this shape. This face. We chose colors to distinguish ourselves because of this. Others can only see the surface. Most don’t care or want to consider that we’re individuals. Opinions. Actions. Not everything has a compromise. We have to choose, be a hypocrite.
Do you see us? Do we exist? In situations like ours, does 'I think therefore I am' even apply?
-April / June

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Birthday Introspection 2025 | Redshift
(Disclaimer: We're going back and posting our older stuff onto this account. Our birthday is on the 15'th. It's... A pretty big coincidence that this release of old stuff is so close. Also. First of the "shift" comics. It's a bit... Odd to redraw some comics, the same events, but in our shifts. But I think it's important. To show each of our perspectives, to value them. Not the... Compromise. That we come to. Synchronicity is great. But I don't want my... Softness and depression to dull what June wants to show. Plus, contrast is interesting. I guess. -April )
I am Fantastical Logic. I am the cultivator of the sparks of creativity. The high of creating, the lows of depression and self doubt. Overthinking Complexity. Compromise. Soft. I chose Red.
June is my Anchor. The energy to shock me from my stupor, pull me from the depths of the darkness I freeze in. I know I’m dragging her down. She hates me constantly tempering her wants and anger. Trying to find middlegrounds. We can’t compromise on everything.
-April
Birthday Introspection 2025 | Blueshift
(Disclaimer: We're going back and posting our older stuff onto this account. This ain't our Birthday yet so don't get carried away. Also. First of the "shift" comics. Where we show our different perspectives on the same thing. Though in this case, it was more of an assertion. Planting my flag. I am here. Admit ably. My style changed quite a bit. I like short hair more. Plus, closed hoodie? Nah, open hoodie. -June )
I am Emotional Illogic. I am the unrelenting flow of emotion. Passion, rage, will, grudges. Simple. Flow. Sharp. I chose Blue.
April is my balance. She is the calm of my storm. She sometimes feels like a weight. I can’t live without her. I rely on her innocence and kindness. But we come to conflict.
-June