WE'RE NO SAVIORS

I need to get my life sorted, and destroy this depression before I can be here again. There’s no other way tbh, incredible really how all it takes is that for my want to be here to go completely. That’s depression I guess, anyways. I’ll see y’all on the other side, if you want my Discord or something. Hit up one of my mutuals or me, mutuals have got permission to give it out now. 

I know I got messages on here and on Discord to respond to, and I promise I will get to you, I want to speak to you guys and try and also find my love for roleplaying again. But right now? This depression is hitting me so hard, so deep and so relentless that I’m battling to do basic things at this point. I find myself trying to fight off tears when my meds wear off, because I can’t do shit without them. 

I’m going to try and get more help to combat this, and hopefully leave this depression in the past. This is probably the most depressed I’ve been in awhile now, and it’s breaking me down. But I’ll get there, eventually. Old Luke will be back around soon enough. Just, I needed to explain why I don’t reply to my messages nine times out of ten, or just can’t hold a conversation with you. It’s me, it’s not you. I’m too depressed to want to be social, and until I start to make progress in overcoming this shit, it’s going to stay that way. I’m going to try and not push everyone away though, just don’t want to promise you all something I can’t be sure of. I’m sorry, and I hope you understand this. Social stuff is a struggle for me right now, that’s just the god honest truth. 

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