Dorko

I’m so lonely it’s suffocating. I have no friends, I don’t even think anyone really likes me. I have no one to talk to, no one to tell when I’m excited about stuff or when I’ve had the worst fucking day. I don’t know how to be like other people, I don’t know how to be normal so someone will want me. I hate this, I want someone to want me, to like me, to want to be with me. I’m so lonely it hurts in my chest.

POV: you have no one to talk to so you just google all your thoughts and feelings in hopes of finding some scrap of belonging

never being anyone’s best friend or the most important person in anyone’s life, ever, can really fuck you up emotionally

I am no ones favorite person

I feel like I do so good with my mental health and then all of a sudden, multiple triggers come up at once and all I wanna do is hurt myself or die

whatever, I'm tattooed and hot

In another universe, it'll all have meant something. Every scrap of kindness I've ever offered up to every friend and every stranger, every small mercy I've been able to slip into people's pockets, somebody will understand. Somebody will be able to see past me, past my face, and see the person in here. In another universe somebody loves me in the way that I have so doggedly tried to love others, without complaint, without restraint, without recognition. It'll all have been worth a damn.

Wish u were here kissin me and I was kissin u

maybe in another universe little things don’t remind me of you