A taste of Joe

You twirled and danced through the stars, etching constellations into my sea of oblivion.

I think I need a really good hug.

I hate this lonely kind of pain... I guess it's a little less pain and more like a tangible absence of something that seems crucial for my existence. I guess the absence of something can cause pain, but I don't think I'm ready to try and find something to take that space in myself up. Instinctually I look to girls because I love girls, they are soft and curvy typically sweet and brimming with passion. One of my favorite things in the world is to care deeply and give of myself, but before I can begin that process again I need to understand myself and my limits more so I don't blindly throw my life at the feet of the first girl I find engaging. but fuck I can get lonely. I wish I were one night stand material, but I honestly have never been able to see myself doing that. Meh, guess I just gotta keep pushing forward and hope I discover more about myself in the next few montha