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a = aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

- affection is something that remains consistent with gaara before, during, and especially after sex. he gets incredibly tender, and will want to stay by your side afterwards. much to your dismay, this means you're probably gonna sleep without getting the chance to clean up, eat, or drink. maybe he'll let you pee if you're quick. growing up touch-starved means that he doesn't want to let go of you for anything. he'll sweet-talk you into cleaning up in the morning instead.

- sex with you is intense, and gaara's going to take a really long breather. you guys won't get up for a while, and instead, you'll hold each other until the sun rises.

b = body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

- gaara favours his hands. he admires the sheer versatility of them, and how they've been used for a multitude of things. from using them as a weapon to kill as he manipulates his sand, to feeling the suppleness of your skin and driving you to orgasm. they've seen so much pain, but they've also seen so much pleasure.

- the basis of gaara's attraction to you goes beyond your physical appearance tbh. he's attracted to everything about you, so it's hard for him to select something specific as his favourite. but, he would love your skin. he loves the way it reacts to his touches. when you get goosebumps from his kisses and whispers, it stirs him. when he feels your pulse quicken under your skin, it maddens him with desire. you never have to worry about things like beauty marks, moles, scars, stretch marks, or any blemishes you may have either, because those are signs of humanity to gaara. they're special to him.

- if you have dark skin, gaara finds it irresistible. the richness of your skin's pigment, and it's radiance under sunlight serves as a perpetual reminder of home in sunagakure. where gaara's own pallor can fail him under the harsh desert sun, yours thrives, and he loves it. it's like you were meant to be there. when you're fucking, he's captivated by the contrast in your complexions. he looks at you like you hung the moon in the sky. like you're the one who put every grain of sand in the desert. he thinks you're art.

c = cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

- baby, he's cumming inside you. i don't run it! if you don't want him to then he won't, but by default he will. he can't help how good you feel around his dick. it's hard to resist when you're so wet, and so tight around him. he's convinced that it's almost like your body wants him to cum inside. gaara loves a good creampie.

- gaara releases a modest amount of cum. there's no pornographically dramatic floodworks here. it's just the perfect volume to fill you up. the volume is liable to change, however. if gaara's had a particularly stressful day at the kazekage's office, then he'll run a little dry. if he's deeply aroused and being reinforced with lots of foreplay, he'll spill more cum.

- given that gaara is from the desert, his body's going to try to retain more water. so his cum will be thicker in consistency as opposed to being runny. it tastes slightly bitter, but it isn't necessarily unpleasant. it's like tea that's been left to steep for too long. slightly earthy.

d = dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

- i don't think gaara would withdraw any information from you. he lays all his cards out on the table for you to see, and doesn't leave any room for ambiguity.

e = experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

- prior to you, gaara has no sexual (or romantic) experience. complete virgin. rasa's sadistic methods of child-rearing denied gaara the chance to form any positive emotional connections. the trauma incited by yashamaru's betrayal also damaged gaara's perception of love, and he was shunned by his own village at a critical period in his life where he needed love. and for the cherry on top, he's drowning in his duty as the kazekage. the idea of a romantic relationship doesn't exactly excite him until he finds you.

- you are his teacher in love, and you function as a model that challenges the shortcomings of his past. his interest in sex starts to become evident when he finally settles into a romantic relationship with you. gaara is eager to please and quick to adapt, so he learns to become the best lover that you will ever have. there was nobody before you, and there will be nobody after you.

f = favorite position (this goes without saying)

- any position that allows gaara to have close contact with you is a favourite of his. the warmth of your skin is a non-negotiable. gaara absolutely lives for missionary. he loves it when you fuck in face-off, and he loves the lotus position too. he loves the intimacy of eye contact, and the skin-to-skin contact that these positions provide. he loves it when your breath mingles with his, and he enjoys watching your facial expressions when you have sex.

- he also loves it when you're on top, taking the lead. positions like cowgirl are oriented towards and centred around your pleasure. you get to decide the pace, and it's more comfortable for you. he gets soooo turned on from watching your pleasure.

g = goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

- he's not going to deliberately attempt to humour you, but the vibe is comfortable enough for you to laugh if something silly happens. something might happen like both of you leaning in for a kiss at the same time, resulting in your foreheads hitting one another.

- gaara has a charm about him that makes him funny in his own distinct little way. it doesn't matter how long you two have been together, nor does it matter how frequently you have sex: he will always treat it like the first time, and he will approach you with the slightest hesitancy. this makes him very, very fun to tease...

h = hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

- gaara is one of those people who naturally run on the more hairless side. he still grows body hair, but it's quite faint and it isn't that noticeable. the carpets match the drapes, and he keeps himself trimmed.

i = intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

- sex with gaara is immensely intimate. love is an abstract emotion that becomes tangible every time you come together. you can taste it in every kiss. you can see it passing through his eyes. you can feel it when he clings onto you, when you both exchange sweat and whispers. sex is a cathartic experience where gaara finds it easier to say the words that are trapped deep in his heart. there have been a few times where the sheer intensity of it all has driven him to tears. you are so loved, and gaara leaves you with no doubt in your mind about that.

j = jack off (masturbation headcanon)

- masturbating isn't something he does frequently. if he's doing anything sexual, he'd rather do it with you. gaara doesn't really feel compelled to jack off in the first place, and on top of that, he would struggle to find the time.

- in the events where gaara does masturbate, it's to compensate for your absence. he closes his eyes and really immerses himself in the thought of you in doing so. your hands on his body, your voice in his ears, everything!

k = kink (one or more of their kinks)

- PRAISE KINK, and this goes both ways. he enjoys receiving your praise, as well as praising you. he folds hard if you reinforce him with loving words. tell him how much you love him, and how special he is to you. call him your sweet boy, and kiss the parts of his body that don't get noticed. he'll blush from head to toe. conversely, he loves to embrace you and tell you how beautiful you are in poetic detail, listing off things about yourself you weren't even aware of.

- gaara would love to be your service sub. you give gaara a profound sense of worth and purpose that exists separately from his role as kazekage. it's part of a slow and prolonged foreplay that lasts all day. he'll do anything to satisfy you. make your breakfast the way you like it. answer your every request. arrange your clothes perfectly. garden and pick out the prettiest flowers for you: all because seeing you pleased with him turns him on. and when it's nightfall, you'll reward him by letting him cum inside you.

l = location (favorite places to do the do)

- gaara is a firm advocate for the bedroom. everything stays in there, and nothing ever comes out. nobody can bother you in the sanctuary of the bedroom, and it's where gaara feels the most comfortable. not only does he want to preserve his image as the kazekage, but he just genuinely isn't that open to the idea of having sex in a more unconventional location, like his office. maybe he will consider it if you're both 100% certain nobody is around.

m = motivation (what turns them on? what gets them going?)

- seeing you in your natural state really arouses gaara. he thinks you're always beautiful, but the version of you that isn't performing for the outside world makes him feel a certain kind of way. he's seeing you in a bare state, with layers peeled back exclusively for him and nobody else. he's already hard. you're not wearing makeup, you haven't got an elaborate outfit on or anything, it's simply you getting ready for bed or something, and he loves it.

- what gets him going is you being direct and assertive with your needs. if you straight-up tell him that you want to fuck, he will be turned on by your eagerness and give in to you.

n = no (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

- no sand in the bedroom whatsoever! literally none. not a single grain. he does not want to have to involve his jutsu in your moments of intimacy. that's too overwhelming for him. besides, it would make a terrible mess.

- no degradation. he's already been through too much of that in his life. why would he want to go relive his past with you, the person he loves most?

- no blood play either. the thought of him hurting you to such an extent where you draw blood is distressing to him.

o = oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

- gaara loves getting head from you. his dick is sensitive, and he loves how the warmth of your mouth feels wrapped around him. he particularly loves it when swirl your tongue around the tip of his cock. he could cum just from you sucking the tip alone. he also likes it when you get his dick really wet and sloppy. highkey, watch out with your teeth though. the sensitivity works both in his favour and against him. even if it's just the gentlest scrape of your teeth, he's asking you to stop.

- gaara isn't the best at giving you head at first, but he studies you quickly! he'll ask you to show him where you want his mouth, how he should move his tongue. he gets the hang of oral really fast, and understands what you like and don't like very fast.

p = pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

- one thing about gaara is that he's gonna try and make a good moment last forever, so if it's up to him, you're both taking it slow because he wants to remember how every inch of you feels dragging along his cock. he needs to stare into your eyes and tell you every last article of detail pertaining to his emotions. for gaara, slow and sensual wins the race.

- if you want him to move faster, you will receive your wish. this is more likely to happen where you're away and he doesn't get the time to masturbate, resulting in a particularly pent-up gaara. he'll pound into you if you give him the green light.

q = quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

he doesn't even like them tbh. he only accepts your requests for a quickie because it's you asking, and how could he possibly deny you? gaara isn't exactly fond of quickies because first of all, there's severe time restraint that clashes with his preference for savouring you slowly. gaara's duty often leaves him quite exhausted too, so having to move fast would genuinely just knock the wind out of him.

r = risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

- i think gaara is willing to experiment, provided that you're patient partner who is understanding. gaara prefers to stay in his comfort zone when it comes to sex, and he can be a little slow to emerge from that cocoon of safety. you've gotta hold his hand through it all.

s = stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

- gaara's past as a jinchuuriki, and the fact that he still has some chakra left over from shukaku means that on a physical level, his stamina is excellent. he can last a good handful of rounds. maybe even all night. but, if sex wasn't such an emotional experience for gaara, he would actually live up to his physical capabilities. the sentimental aspect of sex leaves him more tired than he should be.

t = toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

- gaara doesn't own any toys, because he prefers to come into contact with his partner for pleasure, as opposed to relying on artificial means to induce pleasure. that's not to say that he's opposed to toys. if you offer a proposition to gaara, he'll hear you out with an open mind. gaara would not use toys on himself, but he'd allow you to use them on him.

u = unfair (how much they like to tease)

- gaara does not like to tease you whatsoever. you are both busy people, especially him as the kazekage. you both know what it's like to be deprived from each other on a sexual level. you're very well-acquainted with the effects of prolonged separation, and it makes you both crave each other to the point where it hurts. you can't afford to play tug-of-war and go back and forth with waiting games. you simply give into each other. gaara will straight fuck you.

v = volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

- gaara is a relatively soft-spoken person by nature, and this does extend into the bedroom. the sounds he makes can be so quiet, that you have to be very close to him in order to hear them properly. he'll whisper in your ears, and he'll hum softly in your mouth when you're kissing each other. most of the time, it's very soft breaths. occasionally he whimpers, and he'll always groan when he cums.

w = wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

- after his ascent to kazekage, gaara became a patron of the arts. he enjoys theatre, but specifically puppetry because of the cultural associations it has with sunagakure. he is incredibly fond of performance arts, and if you incorporate elements of that in the bedroom, he's going to melt. wear bells around your ankles, put on jewelled undergarments, give him a lap dance, put on a show. he'll be rock hard.

x = x-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

- gaara is leaned and toned. there's no heavy musculature going on here, because gaara is built for agility and chakra control. he doesn't have the bulk of a contact-fighter shinobi. his back is particularly well-defined, thanks to a significant portion of his life being devoted to carrying the gourd. he has beautiful collarbones, and quite the adonis' belt. give him kisses there. unlike the vast majority of shinobi, gaara hardly has any scars on his body. the sand shield kept his pretty, smooth skin from getting damaged.

- 5.5 inches. a very comfortable length, with a very comfortable girth thats slightly thinner. you can always put slide his cock inside you without any effort, but there's still just enough of a stretch that fills you up well. there's no prominent veins on his dick, and it has a slight upwards curve when he's completely hard. the complexion of his dick matches the complexion of the rest of his skin. it's prone to blushing, and gaara tends to drip a lot of precum. tip colour is #EBB9C8. overall, a really pretty dick.

y = yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

- well, gaara's sex drive is fairly low. he can go weeks, or even months without cumming. his heavy duty of kazekage limits him from acting out on what little sexual desire he has. however, when he's in a relationship with you, his sex drive grows significantly higher.

- gaara's drive for sex is literally fuelled by romantic yearning. emotional intimacy and sex are the same to him, so he wants you almost all the time. gaara craves sex when he's in need of intimacy, and this usually happens when he's been away from you for a while, or if he's stressed out by something.

z = zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

- he falls asleep about 20 minutes afterwards, bless his heart. for gaara, sex with you is almost like the perfect sedative. it's something that gaara will never half-ass, and he consistently pours his everything into you with every thrust he takes. you drain his dick of all his cum, and you also drain his heart of all his love.

- gaara also trusts you with his entire soul when it comes down to sleeping too. shukaku never gave him a break, and even with him gone, gaara does have the tendency to keep his guard up. gaara's subconscious registers you as a safe space where he doesn't have to do that anymore, so he finds it very easy to sleep around you.

a/n: i felt like doing one for gaara too as a warm up before i write full-length fanfiction again. i hope you all enjoy this! very busy with studying and im doing what i can. ^^

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Yagen Toushirou

The minute Yagen finds out that you’re sick as hell not in a good way, he immediately wants you to rest. He’ll fucking guard your room himself if he must. He doesn’t panic like Kashuu will (more on that later) but to him, it’s your health above all. He will be that nurse who comes to check on you every hour for updates, taking your temperature and so on and so forth.

He keeps his brothers away from you during this time. The more hyper ones at least, they can go sit in a corner and think about what they’ve done.The quieter ones like Gokotai or Akita or Ichigo can stay, he can trust them. They can help him take care of you!

And then you sneak outta your room while Gokotai’s tiger(s) didn’t notice and now you’re WORKING? IN THIS CITADEL? OH N O. Yagen may be small as fuck (5 feet/153 cm) but damn right he’s going to carry you back to your DAMN ROOM.

Now the more hyper brothers are of use. They rat you out the minute you try to work, and keep you distracted. Sure they’re going to carry you back to your room and take away anything that seems like work but damn right they are going to help you get better. It’s what the doc ordered!

If you’re just bored in bed, it’s up to Yagen and the Toushirous to the rescue! Gokotai with her tiger(s), Hirano and Maeda with stories and four leaf clovers, Hakata with whatever the heck he’s up to, and so on and so forth! Maybe Yagen will give you a lap pillow to help you relax? I mean you do it to him and he does it to his siblings. Why not complete the circle of love and give you a lap pillow!!

YEs he will still take away anything related to your work. Yes he’ll have his brothers guard you and watch movies with you. He’ll join in of course, letting you lean your head on his shoulder as you nap and then usher everyone out.

Yeah Yagen may get sick but it’s not like he can’t take care of himself! He can and will! He’ll multi-task and take care of you and himself at the same time!

All of the soup. He’s going to ask Kasen and Micchan how to cook and make you soup or something or other to munch on while you’re sick. Not really the udon song in Hanamaru but more along the lines of “sus looking but healthy and taste good so it’s edible” and he does make it with you in mind so it’s the thought that counts?

Yagen knows you’ll bounce back easily, it’s just a cold. You’ll only make it worse if you work! GO BACK TO BED. Don’t make him drug you. he won’t he promises

But if anything Yagen trusts you. He wants you to feel better! You are his master and you are important to this citadel. You just have to get better! Yagen will stay by your side until the end for that!

Kashuu Kiyomitsu

Oh this poor young man PANICS when he finds out that you’re sick. Perhaps he’s still thinking of Okita and how he died from his illness, immediately will ask if it’s some kinda disease similar to TB. But when Yagen tells him that it’s just a normal cold or something his panic leaves him but like - dude, he’ll still worry about you.

Assuming you two are together, Kashuu will know your habits by now. He knows that you will try to work while being sick so you wake up to find your room full of nothing but nail polish and beauty products. Where the fuck did your papers go? Back in your office where those damn things belong. You are not leaving your room while you are resting.

If you are bored, expect Kashuu to tell you stories or just do little things with you. Make hair accessories or accessories in general, paint and mess with your nails and hands - give you kisses. Sure you may look like hell from falling in and outta sleep like this but he loves you none the less!

And then you sneak outta your room to go work and Kashuu has to drag you back to bed. Asks the rest of the Shinsengumi to help seal off the door to your office. He’s carrying you as Yams and Nagasone lock the doors and Horikawa is making soup and Kane-san is just....being moral support.

If you keep on insisting that you want to work, Kashuu will only give you the easiest documents to work on, along with the shortest ones. He’s not letting you work for too long, he knows how bad it is to overwork yourself. You bet your ass he’s going to be there right next to you, hovering over your shoulder and taking your papers away when he thinks you have had enough.

Cuddles. Don’t fucking think that just because you’re sick Kashuu won’t cuddle your ass. Yes he’s a little concerned with you sneezing and coughing on him but if it’s for his beloved master (and romantic partner) he’ll do whatever he needs to do to make you happy!

No lippy kisses during sicky days. It’s forehead and cheek kisses or bust.

As you recover you can see the life shine back in his eyes, oh so happy that you’re okay! If anything happened to you, oh man Kashuu would be disTRAUGHT. He’s still going to hover around you though, worried beyond belief.

Most of all, if you’re uber cuddling during your sick times, KAshuu is more than willing to cuddle~!