Rattus Rattus

"They shout their message of no message across the ages. 'I am not meant to be understood.' If only we knew." -an article i read one time Idk it went something like that (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChBOS0yp2X7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#7yearstrong I was 17, just out high school in 2015. My brother @ilovemydog562 said, "hey want a job at Panera?" And i said, "yeah sure." That July, I got my first job. Now I'm 24. I literally started washing dishes and now I'm a team manager at cafe i helped open. 7 year anniversary with Panera on July 7th. So it's my 777 anniversary. I was awake at 3:33 am soi said (to my empty apartment) "this is a sign!" Thanks Aaron, Brenda, Frank, and Kat for the cake. Thank you Shawn, Kirsten, Angel, Calvin, Josey, Caro, Richard, Jean, Fidelvia, Ray and Irene for being my friend and teaching me everything I know. Shout-out my associates who make work so much fun. (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfuT0x8PSaD/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#GAPTOOTH. [Excerpt from Part II. Feinding Emo] Do you remembery when I read to you that scene from Godot? “Let us not waste our time in idle discourse.” And you said, “What does that even mean?” And I said, “I don’t know, but it sounds pretty cool.” You said, “So you like this thing, but you don’t even know what it is.” I nodded, stuttering, “I like,” I stuttered, “it. I think it’s very cool.” “So, you said already!” You laughed. “Oh, stop!” I like that about you, but that's not what I like about you. You aren't dumb. You don't even really play stupid. You just like to let people explain everything to you. You let people tell you every last drop. I like that.” It lives in my remembery adjacent to happy things. Okay, you got me. And I craved that! But I knew I was easy, so you’d have to work a little harder to convince me. You were gonna have to demonstrate your soul, bare and wanting. (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cfr9rfuvMB3/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#GAPTOOTH [Excerpt from Part I. Break-Neck Back Pain] Grimace with a gap-tooth, sweetly and foolishly. No reason to be self-conscious, because you pull it off. You smile with a gaptooth. You look so beautiful and stupid, I explode into bees and eat you. Do bees eat people? I bet you taste sweet. You smile as if you had no shame. It’s innocence, not naivety. It’s a cultured expression of shameless confidence. No fear. The evil in me thinks you are unaware of why such a smile might be ugly. Your big fucking mouth erupts into bee combs and honeysuckles or something and the wasps eat the bees and the bees eat you. God this is frustrating. I have learned that one may be frustrated by things they like, but sometimes learning means unlearning, non-linear progression; thus, sometimes, frustration is the first sign that something isn't working. Hold on, my intuition would say with striking honesty. But where is that intuition now? It's with you, off someplace else. I don't want it back. I'm not waiting for the postman to leave it in a package at my door. I will not rip the box open hungrily feasting on the neurochemical ecstasy. I will not find you waiting in a manilla cardstock envelope eager and willing. Holy crap, I am totally THAT to you. It is now clear why THAT is so ugly. (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cfe4xO7PSFf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#GAPTOOTH. Stay Tuned. (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cfdqu82urTM/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Stay Tuned. #GAPTOOTH (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfSGV9LPLFG/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

"It's all #ostrobogulous out there, bruv." #SmokingGastropod (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CeVjZwFrU-C/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

"It's all #ostrobogulous out there, bruv." #SmokingGastropod (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CeViwmHrC6E/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

We collab; it's nbd "Lavender Laffs and Sun Sets" @tehesushi https://www.instagram.com/p/Can9vgjFFjr/?utm_medium=tumblr

We collab; it's nbd @tehesushi (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cai3FlIlbLC/?utm_medium=tumblr

Let the darkness out, let the light in. (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CZlnOgZrJ2o/?utm_medium=tumblr

#wilder (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CZQgoI7lYrZ/?utm_medium=tumblr

Witness the CosmoNaught Vol. 2: The Universal Nil @boomerscocktail This Friday @8pm be there or be naught (at Boomer's Cocktails) https://www.instagram.com/lostnfreknorbt/p/CY4nS-CviwQ/?utm_medium=tumblr

It's all #ostrobogulous out there, bruv. (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CYJ-MREOhWV/?utm_medium=tumblr

One week, one year... As an avid proponent of the mutable fabric that is spacetime, I see this day and the first day as one continuous undulating, unfolding, perfect five-d manifold, generating the property we experience as gravitas. In other words, it's our anniversary and the force of our love binds us as we hurtle through the void. Profusely, i profess, i love you like a love song baby. @tehesushi #interstellarmotels #nextwhirlwind #spacetime (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXEkfrBvzHk/?utm_medium=tumblr

Happy Thanks Day and whatnot (at Palmdale, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWuBbravDYV/?utm_medium=tumblr

I love to travel, and my darling Sasha has made this birthday extra special. Thank you (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWOZ5ZtP-P-/?utm_medium=tumblr