ようこそ。。。『男の世界』

And if you are asking yourself "who the fuck is this", I don't blame you as I've been missing for like six, almost seven years already, and I apologise for just dropping a selfie of an unknown middle aged man on your dashboard.

Since this place banned any and all forms of not safe for work pictures, it has massively reduced the appeal for me to stay. Yes you can call me a coomer all you want, but the truth is the platform itself also sucks and it has been monetized to hell and back, it's very unappealing in design, every good artist moved to Twitter (I refuse to call it X, Elon you dun goofed) long ago, and this place is just a shadow of its former self, the husk of good memories past that will nevertheless forever hold a dear place on my heart. The medium to which I got to know many of you who have stayed my friends over the years, and some that we have lost all contact with as well that I still remember fondly. But that's all this is. A memento. A place to look back in nostalgia, and not one to stay in for long. Specially when you get reminded how cringe you were by liking Homestuck jesus christ please kill me.

To all that I ever considered a friend, a confidant, or at least an acquaintance through this blog, I thank you from the bottom of my heart to have put up with me for so long, and to have become a part of my life for any amount of time.

And for those whose my existance is a reminder of torment and anger, and only ever feel hatred and resentment towards me, there is no apology enough for how I might've wronged you, nor that it fixes anything. Rest assured I am always feeling horrible about myself, losing every friendship and relationship I've ever held dear, and happiness is a state I'll never be able to enjoy for long, so you can bask on that knowledge and rejoice in my misery.

If you made it up to here, thank you for taking your time to read the ramblings of a lonely, autistic old man. I don't know if I'll follow up with any updates any time soon, but I hope this counts, for something. Or anything.