double tc

It's always fun to go out with you. But no need to take my by my shoulders, slap my thigh and brush hair off my cheek.

He texted me happy birthday and it made me happy and my mum apparently saw me blush, didn't even felt myself doing so

OH man that’s so nice of him!! And yeah hugging on the last day of school was my thing as well. I gave R like 3 hugs plus the little kiss.. >.<He himself told me to text me when I have time so I so miss that day because I gathered courage and did what I desired to do for so long. 

Hope you see him & text him soon,

This is what happened. We were drinking red wine in the moonlight. He touched me. We were close. But nothing happened. I couldn’t.

I don't wanna get in the details but yeah the title says so. We were drinking some wine together at night and things escalated. Nothing extra serious of course but oh man the best that I've ever had~

Yeah the title says so.

Was playing volleyball with my friendo J quite aggressively and was sweaty and hot after and I was wearing a flannel and cuz it was so hot I let it open while I was waiting for my friends outside.

And he, came outta his change room handled me some papers for the class and told me to give it to the certain individuals.

I of course asked why and he told me to do so cuz I'm the best..

And he kept staring at my face intensely prolly cuz of my bare front (I had a sports bra on so yeah)

So being a good girl and all I gave it to them and returned. Still bare chested.

He then smirked, and entered his change room but let the door slightly open. And he was smirking the whole time cuz I was watching him.

Okay this bitch just commented under my new profile pic where is my new dyed hair and since he has like no hair at all, he said “I would experiment as well if.. :)” 

THIS CUNT WANNA BE FRIENDLY JUST WHEN HE’S ABOUT TO LEAVE MY LIFE IMMA FREAKING EXPLODE CUZ IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH

He should try and be friends these past 3 years!! 

Needless to say that I'm really sad and that I cried. He knows that btw.

Hopefully it will be better. I still have L, he's really kind to me these days and so I'm sorry that I won't update about R anymore since he will be gone.

But he should come to my prom, and we still should keep in touch since he added me on Facebook and we were texting today about this situation.

I'm not mad tho.

It's his decision and I respect it greatly.

I'm glad I was able to be with him and share some funny experiences and such.

Also it looks like my deadline to telling him that I love(d) him just jumped over a year earlier.

Now I think that he knows that I had feelings for him. He texted me that he noticed how sad I looked during class and what I told him today should really convince him about my feelings.